Felix quickly made his way to the bathroom after the final bell of the day rang. He checked his appearance, sighing at the reflection staring back at him.
His usual sweater vests that he had once loved, he slowly began to hate. He hated the boring clothes he was forced to wear on a daily basis. What he would give to wear a hoodie and jeans like any normal person.
He fluffed his platinum blonde locks that were parted perfectly in the middle. He checked his teeth, making sure there was nothing in them before smelling his breath to see if it was okay.
He wasn't sure why he was making such an effort to look good for his hang out session with Chan. Maybe he was insecure?
He checked his watch, getting ready to make his way to their usual meet up spot by the doors. He scurried down the halls, passing all the students that were leaving to go home.
He rushed through all the students, past the double doors. He couldn't help the growing smile when he saw Chan quietly waiting for him while on his phone.
"H-hey!" Felix called out, clutching tightly onto the straps on his backpack. Chan didn't say a peep, pulling out his keys and walking to his car. Felix couldn't say he was upset by the lack of words, given this is the most progress that has happened since he met the brunette nearly a month ago.
Chan started the car like usual, music blaring while he focused on the road. Felix couldn't help the subtle glances he spared Chan every once in a while, admiring his attractive features while he drove. He took note of the usual chipped polish on his nails, freshly touched up, not a chip in sight.
After a few minutes, they pulled into Chan's apartment complex parking lot, getting out of the car and heading inside.
"So." Chan said, setting down all his belongings. Felix couldn't help but jump at the sudden boom of Chan's voice.
"So..." The blonde awkwardly said, setting his stuff down in the corner of the room.
"Come here." The brunette commanded, taking hold of Felix's small wrist. This was the first time they ever actually touched each other, and for some reason Felix couldn't help but blush.
The grip around his wrist was tight yet gentle, burning deep onto his skin. He let Chan drag him to a part of the apartment he hasn't been yet, the brunette's bedroom.
He couldn't help but admire it the second they walked in. The black furniture complimented the white walls. He had blackout curtains on his windows, not an ounce of light to be seen. He took note of the strand of lights adhered to the very top of the wall, mesmerized by the red color they were set to.
His bed was neatly made, black sheets and pillows resting perfectly in place. His room was simple, consisting of a dresser, a TV, and a bed. Not much else was in the room aside from small knickknacks and black and white photos.
Chan switched the overhead light on, turning off the light strips Felix could only assume he had forgotten to turn off before going to school.
The blonde couldn't help but feel the feeling of Chan's hand still around his wrist, even though it was no longer present. He watched the brunette walk to his closet, pulling out a few clothes and setting them out on the bed.
He must be getting changed to go out somewhere. Felix couldn't help but panic. If he was changing then why did he have to be in the room!
"C-Chan?" The blonde asked, nervous about what was going to happen next. The brunette didn't respond, pulling out black pieces of clothing that Felix couldn't really tell the difference from.
They had many different logos that were different colors, but overall they all looked similar to him.
The brunette then proceeded to pull out a few pairs of pants. One pair had a silver chain on them, the others were just regular skinny jeans. One had rips, the other pair didn't.
"What's going on?" The blonde asked once more, confused on why he was pulling out all these clothes.
"Stop talking." Chan forced out, voice laced with its usual irritation and annoyance. He watched as Chan pulled out a black long sleeve shirt with a white logo of a skull on it. There were white flames on the sleeves that made the shirt pop more.
He then pulled out the pair of black skinny jeans with rips in them. Felix couldn't help but admire how he looked when he was heavily focused. He was on the cusp of panicking while also admiring Chan while he did whatever he was doing.
"Put these on." Chan said, shoving the clothes into Felix's direction.
"W-what?" The blonde asked, swallowing hard while looking at the clothes. He would be lying if he said he didn't imagine himself in the same style as Chan every once in a while.
"I want to see what you look like." Chan deadpanned, rolling his eyes in annoyance while Felix hesitated.
The blonde could only nod, taking the clothes and walking to the bathroom linked to Chan's room. He stripped himself of his sweater vest, neatly folding it before undoing the buttons of his white button down shirt. His eyes remained locked with his reflection, hands shaking for some reason.
He wasn't sure why he was so nervous about trying a new style he had been wanting to try for years. Maybe he was fearful he wouldn't look good in it.
He folded his button down neatly, hands traveling to the dark brown belt that rested behind the loops of his khaki pants. He took the belt off, kicking his shoes off as well, before removing the garment off his body.
He stared at his reflection once more, eyes darting up and down his petite body. He glanced at the black pile of clothes waiting to be put on. He let out a sigh, here goes nothing.
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