Depressed, Alone, and Broken

No Reason to Live

I thought you cared.

I was wrong

.I thought I mattered to you.

I was wrong.

I thought you loved me.

I was wrong.

I know I cared.

I still do.

I know you mattered to me.

You still do.

I know I loved you.

I still do.

I don't know what I did,

To make you hate me.

But whatever it is,

I am so so sorry.

You were always there for me,

When I needed to talk,

When I was hurting

.I tried to be there for you,

Like you were for me,

But you would never let me in.

You saved me so many times,

You gave me a reason to keep living.

Now you're gone.

Now I'm lost.

Now I'm  alone.

I have no one,

No one cares

About a depressed, 

And anxious, 

And anorexic,

And annoying

Person.

Since you left,

I have no reason to live.