I know I'm moody,
I know I'm unstable,
And depressed,
And just fucked up,
And I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry that I'm either way too emotional,
Or completely emotionless.
I'm so sorry that I can never make up my mind,
That I'm so damn indecisive.
I'm so fucking sorry that I don't believe in myself,
That I hate myself,
That I can't be who I want to be,
Who I should be.
I'm so sorry that I'm so fucking unstable,
That I can't deal with anything,
That I can't handle big events in my life,
Whether they be good or bad.
That I go from happy and talkative
To silent and sad
In just a few seconds.
Or from suicidal and crying
To happy and joking
In an instant.
I wish I wasn't like this.
I wish I could handle my emotions better,
But I can't change it.
I try so fucking hard to control my emotions,
To handle the mood swings,
But I just I can't.
I'm sorry it frustrates you,
It frustrates me, too.
I can't control my own fucking mind,
And it's driving me insane.
It does nothing but make me hate myself even more
More than I already do.
I'm so sorry for how I am...
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
Depressed, Alone, and Broken
PoesiaThese are just some shitty poems I've written that aren't very good.. Sorry if they're absolutely terrible...