"ate, you are avoiding me kanina pa. may problema ba?" i asked we are here in garden she's reading some thing. a big sighed came out from her.
then she look at me and she held my hand.
"hindi ko kayang magalit sayo you know that diba? but please irene we need you here? wag ka na ulit umalis? kahit hindi na para saakin. kahit para nalang kay mommy at daddy" she's now on tears. she hug me.
weird
"ate ano ka ba you know naman na malapit na ang kampanya. and you know that i'm really not into politics and infact ate i have friend, well he's with me nga eh sabay kami babalik sa isla ng palawan tomorrow." i emitted, she parted our body
"he? so it's mean that's a boy?" she asked then nanlaki naman ang mata niya.
"oh come on ate. i'm not like that he's my friend." i said then simply laugh.
nagbago naman ang expression niya when she realize something.
"you can't leave here irene." she said na kinabago naman ng expression ko.
"ate come on. i know what i'm doing." i said before i smile. she held my hand again.
"everyone knows irene that you have a lukemia that you keep's hiding us for the past 3years" i smile after she said that.
"so ano naman? i'm still alive for that past 3yrs ate. naloko pa nga ako eh" i emitted, tatayo na sana ako to pack my things na dadalhin ko bukas when i see mommy and standing behind on us.
"please anak this is for you" mommy meldy held my hand. i look at daddy.
he give me a kiss on my forehead
"mom come on. you and ate are being OA, kayo na nga ang nagsabi na i'm hiding that for 3yrs" i stop then i gulped.
"but look at me mom. i'm still alive. i'm happy" i emitted.
"but that's doesn't matter that you are healthy forever. please anak this is the first time na papakiusapan kita. please anak take a chemo therapy" daddy uttered while she's cliding my hair.
"dad i'm sorry to be stubborn but i know that i can live forever with that kind of extension of my life." i said then tumakbo naman ako sa kwarto ko to pack my things.
agad naman nila akong sinundan.
"irene!!! anak open the door" i heard mama meldy knocking my door.
i immediately grab my bag and everything in there.
after i pack my things, i heard some mumbled. they trying to open the door
"mr. monteveros where's the key of this door" narinig ko naman na tanong ni dad kay mr. monteveros na chief of staff ng malacañang.
i unlocked the door before i open it. nakita ko naman silang lahat na nasa labas na ng pintuan ko.
"your all so OA."i laugh after i say that pero wala naman silang imik.
i know this is wrong, wishing that my family let me to die in this freaking lukemia.
eh ano naman buhay parin naman ako? tsk.
well first of all i really don't want a drama.
lumapit naman si daddy saakin then he hug me.
"i need you to live irene, mag pagamot ka" he whispered i parted our body.
"please da--" he cut my words.
"i understand you, but please anak give this moment to us? let's go to siargo? to cebu or to ilocos? our hometown." ngimiti naman ako when dad emitted that.
"dad i'm okay. kung mamatay-mamatay" i said then giggles.
"tsaka dad, i have friend in palawan na kailangan kong balikan." lumapit naman si mama meldy saakin
i know what she's thinking.
"lalaki siya but he's to responsible, and he's my friend" i said pero para lang natulala saakin si mama meldy she shaked her head.
"walang aalis, i warning you irene hindi ka lalabas sa pamamahay na to. ayaw mo magpagamot. pwes mamatay at mabulok ka sa kwarto na yan" halos lahat naman na ng psg nakatingin saamin.
i can't say anything but my tears are now falling.
"anak your mommy is just---" i cut dad's word.
"i understand dad. it's okay" i said he nood before he kiss my forehead.
"i just need to talk to her" he said i nood habang patuloy parin ang pagtulo ng mga luha ko.
then sinundan niya naman si mommy. lumapit naman si ate saakin.
gaya ng ginawa ni daddy niyakap niya naman ako na mas lalong nag paiyak saakin.
"everything gonna be alright, trust me" she whispered then she unparted our body bago niya naman sinundan si mommy and daddy.
bonget wasn't here because liza and him are dating now in newyork, siya lang kakampi ko dito eh kaso wala siya.
akmang tatakas naman ako when some psg. tap my shoulder.
"maam mukhang nag e-enjoy po tayo sa pagtakas ha" napatingin naman ako sa kuyang nagsalita sa gilid ko.
hays, panira.
sa sobrang bwiset ko naman binato ko naman ang bag ko sa loob ng kwarto ko then patuloy parin ang pagtulo ng luha ko.
"AHHHHHH" i shout. bakit ba ako nag kakaganito. i really need to see greg.
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