Free Fall

Mess

I don't know when I fell asleep after being out of the house yesterday with Hawks but it seem that I ended up fast asleep after he toured me around and we spent soo much time at my mothers grave. To be honest I felt better than before but there were still so many things on my soul that I would rather give up.

When I got out of the bed and went out of the room, I found Aizawa and Hawks both looking at me as if I was the crazy one. At least I wasn't in a jump suit like Hawks and not in a sleeping bag like Aizawa with some coffe in front of him? What is he even doing liking the coffe from his mug like a cat? Not even gonna question the man.

Hawks: Morning.

Me: Morning.

Aizawa: How are you feeling?

Hawks: That's not what you are supposed to say.

Aizawa: Then what am I supposed to say?

Hawks: Offer some tea or breakfast!

Aizawa: *Sigh* but that's not important right now.

Hawks: You know... you are brutally honest sometimes. I am regretting letting you be his father.

Aizawa: As if you had a choice.

Hawks: .... 

Me: Ahm breakfast sounds nice.

Aizawa: You hungry problem child.

Me: Yup.

Aizawa: Seems you are getting better then.

Me: I ahm...

I couldn't stand looking at the mans eyes anymore and so I started to look down. I knew what he was reffering to since I basically tried to kill myself in front of the mans eyes.

Me: I am sorry....

Aizawa: For what?

Me: I am sorry fro trying to ... you know... the other day....

Aizawa: It's okay kid. As long as you feel better.

Me: ... I do....

Aizawa: Do you want to talk a bit?

Me: ....

Hawks: Don't pressure my precious feathers!

Aizawa: *Sigh* and I regret giving you some permissions as guardian.

Hawks: Izu, you don't have to say a thing if you don't want too. Don't let this grumpy Caterpillar coax you to speak. He has NO RIGHTS!

Aizawa: I can hear you damn well.

Hawks: GOOD! Then remember it.

Maybe I should start speaking?

I don't know...

Does it help?

I mean I think it's supposed to help....

I... what should I do?

Mom sure would want me to get better....

I want to live this life to the fullest now.

I ... I... I have too!

For my mothers sake.

She lost her life instead of myself.

Soo I have to make it up!

Me: ... I.. I would ....actually....like ....to talk... a bit.

Hawks: Well not before breakfast! Better make your belly happy before it starts growling and biting ya.