overdose

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T.w. suicide attempt

Connor was going to do it, he was going to kill himself he had the pills infront of him sitting on his desk, he took them from his mother her old pain killers, he questioned if he shout text evan or would evan save him. Again. He should he owns it to evan, just for his parents and sister he wrote a note it was simple ' I'm sorry for everything, I deserve this'
He pulled out his phone and texted evan
Connor: I'm sorry evan, I really am, I love you my little tree man i deserve this, this isn't your fault

He grabbed the pills and dumped them all in his hand there were about ten in his hand he put them in his mouth
'Goodbye Zoe. Goodbye Larry. Goodbye Cynthia. Goodbye evan,'
And Connor swallowed the pills.
He felt his phone buzz
Evi <3: con please, don't do it,
Connor: toop lake.
His vision doubled he felt calm he was standing waiting
Evan panicked and called the Murphy's landline,
"Hello Larry Murphy,"
" h-hi Mr Murphy, Connor he's i- i think he's killing himself,"
" who is this?"
"Evan-
There was a loud thump it sounded like a person hitting floor
Larry froze and dropped the phone he ran up stairs and ran straight to Connors door
he twosted the door and it opened what he saw he would never forget, his son collapsed on the floor a bottle of pills in his hands Larry pulled his cell out and called 911
"I'm at 34 wallow Street my son hes overdosed his not breathing,"
" sir do you know cpr,"
" yes i do,"
" okay what u need you to do is roll him in recoving position and I know his is gross but I need you to make him throw up,"
Larry put his phone on speaker and
"I'm sorry son,"
He stuck his finger down his throat
Connor gagged and a mix of pills and blood came out of Connor mouth
"Right now what,"
"Start cpr ambulance is on its way,"
Larry started chest compressions
"Come on boy, you're not leaving us, not yet,"
A few moments later Connor gasped and grabbed onto Larrys arm
"Wh," Connor started before he was cut off by Larry pulling him into a hug
"Dont scare me like that please,"
The ambulance arrived and banged in the door
Larry stood up and rushed to the door
" he's up here please, he woke up but I don't know,"
They nodded and rushed up there Stairs
They found Connor his eyes shut breathing steadily
They surrounded Connor and one of them knelt down
"60 bpm and dropping," he sighed
" alright tk get him up onto the gurny,"
" alright cap,"
Once he was up on the gurny he was put on a iv and he opened his eyes
" hey kid,"
" what's am I dead?"
" not today kid," Connor lazily nodded
Once they got into the ambulance it had started raining they got him in the ambulance and they got him too keep talking, Connor didn't realise Larry was in the ambulance
" ok Connor have you got a girlfriend?" Tk asked
" no, but I have a boyfriend his name is evan hansen," Connor slurred slightly his eyes drooping,
" Connor keep your eyes Open,"
" okay, I need to call or text evan please,"
" I'm sure your dad has that under control,"
" he doesn't know that we, are,"
"I do kid, he's the one that called me,"
Connor nodded and then suddenly just passed out
" bps dropping," tk announced
" he's in vfib," nancy said checking the monitor
" TK Get the defibrillator and nancy start compressions," captain vega she pulled scissors out and started to cut up the loose my chemical romance shirt, she put the sticky pads and connected them to his chest
"Now,"
They repeated it a few times before Connor breathing returned to normal
And his eyes slipped open
" welcome back," captain vega smiled at Connor
"Hi. What happened?"
" we lost you for a little while,"
Connor looked down
" my shirt,"
" I'll get you a new one okay?" Larry smiled
Connor nodded and let his head against the bed he felt the ambulance come to a stop
" this is where we part ways Connor,"
Connor nodded and we led put of the truck and put into a real gurny and Larry had to wait in the waiting room.

Connor was put into a sleep to help his body heal.

Evan ran into the hospital
" evan," a voice, it was Connors father
Evan turned
" is he-"
" he's alive. He's going to make,"
Evan did even know why he did this but he hugged Larry but he did
" mr murphy do you know why he,"
" no. He seemed to be down more but I just thought it was him, but this morning he didn't come out of his room and again o thought it was normal, I- it was my fault,"
Evan sighed " i think someone has been tormenting him on his phone, cause I saw him open his locker and letters fell out and he looked at one and stormed off into one of the bathrooms. He didn't tell me,"
Larry sighed and reached into his pocket
" I have his phone,"
In his hand sat a iPhone 12 with the phone case evan bought him for Christmas because evan was always panicking for Connor about him braking his phone.
Larry turned it on and the lock screen was a picture of him and evan
" he really likes you, like really likes you,"
Evan smiled he wasn't sure if Larry knew they were dating or not
"Do you know his password,"
" oh uh y-yeah it's 22-07-66,"
"What a strange set of numbers," Larry chuckled
Evan nervously chuckled that silly set if numbers is Evans birthday Connor set it as that to remember.

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