Treebros (Connor murphy x Evan Hansen) one-shots

nightmare

Connor didn't know where he was. It was dark and cold, he assessed that he had a blind fold on when it was ripped off hisbhead a man stood there isnface was blurry, Connor couldn't make out his face
It looked like when the news blurred peoples faces. The man had a array of knives and odd looking weapons.
"What?" Connor asked

"You don't deserve to live," the man spat at connors feet, that voice, it sounded like
Connor looked back up tk the man's face
"Evan?"
Evan let out a laugh
" you thought i loved you, you are too much. The eating disorder, the cutting, the stupid attention seeking suicide attempts," evan picked up a lighter and held it up to connors face the flame grazing his cheek Connor let a few stray tears out of his eyes, why? Why was evan saying this? What did he do?

" you really are a freak, your drug addiction is worth sinking into and eventually overdosing or smoking to much pot you get brain fucked, you know you deserved to die in that field, life would have been so much better without you, your invisible, nothing no one would care if you died, not even me, or Zoe, jared, you mum and dad,"
Connors eyes darted around noticing the figures of zoe, jared and his mother and father appeared all of them with a disturbing frown on there face
" look how sad, how miserable they are with you around, if you just disappeared they would be happy, I would be happy. I wouldn't be a social reject, I wouldn't have jumped out of that tree in the summer if you didn't exist Connor, I would be with Zoe. Because that's who I'm ment to be with, you don't care about me, zoe does though," Evans eyes drifted and looked to Zoe as she approached Evan and kissed him " aren't you happy to die Connor, we would all be so happy,"

Connor screamed finally breaking
" FUCK YOU EVAN. WHY, WHY, LIE TO ME , I- I," Connors face was grabbed by Evan his face getting squeezed very tightly so much the tips of Evans finger tips bruised his cheeks.

Evan woke up in his boyfriend bed feeling uneasy he looked over to connors bed and noticed he had a thin sheen of sweat glistening in the moon light. His foot that was wrapped around evan was twitching, connor broken whimpers finally met Evans ears and then finally words
" evan,"
"Why,"
"Zoe,"
"Guys,"
Connors face suddenly jarred away as if he was burned
" evan stop,"
Evan froze, was he hurting Connor in his dream he had a wave of guilt crush him, even though it was Connors mind playing ticks on him.

Just when Connor couldn't think it could get anyworse the ropes that had bind him to the wooden chair fell off but he was still tied together. He felt the cold boney hand of his fathers grab a chunk of his long chestnut hair and dragged him onto the rocked cement and a bath tub appeared

" why don't we help you,"
" no no no no no no no no no no no no no," Connor shouted pleading
" you can finally get out of our lives, we can be happy," Cynthia stated
Larry plunged Connor head in the bone-chilling water connor tried holding his breath for as long as he could but he gasped water filling his lungs. It felt as if his lungs were burning lava sliding down his throat. His throat tore he coughed under the water and blood came out.

Soon a sense of calmness or tranquillity came across Connor Connor eyes eventually shut, oxygen deprivation hitting him.

Evan was freaking out Connor was fitting he wasn't waking up evan was shaking him, tapping his face, but then he stopped
"CONNOR," Evan shouted
As if evan timed it he lent back and connor shot up coughing, crying
"Connor dear," evan reach out
Connor scooted away from Evan falling off his bed and pushing himself against the wall evan frowned, confirming his suspicion that he hurt Connor
" con it was a nightmare, I wouldn't hurt you," Evan creeped out if his bed slowly walking towards Connor.

"W-why, what did I do?! PLEASE what did I do wrong!?" Connor cried out, pulling his knees up to his chest his hands pulling at his hair
" why did you lie, why don't you love me? W-why did you use me to get to Zoe, I knownim too much you didn't have to point out my every flaw," Connor sobbed rocking back and forth
" con darling it was a nightmare, not real, look at me," wva pleaded he so wanted to fight his boyfriends........nightmare?
"Cold so cold, Larry sorry, I'm going to kill myself i swear. I will ill do it tonight, I know where the gun is, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for making you so sad, sorry for being a burden, I know you'll be happy soon, just don't drown me, please,"
Evan rushed to the door and locked it so Connor couldn't get out, and find said gun.

Evan sniffed, holding back tears he needed to be strong for Connor
Evan fell infront of connor and gently touched connors knee, which caused him to flinch
" connir that didn't happen, don't do that, you're not a burden you're alive, and I would be so sad if you did Connor I need you, you know zoes a lesbian, I don't like her, I love you," Evan explained
Connor looked up and saw the hurt expression
" Liar," Connor breathed out
He soon felt bile rising in his throat, he shoved Evan out of the way and ran into his on sweet and knelt over the toilet emptying his stomach, tears welling in his eyes. A hand rubbed his back silently Shushing him
There was a panicked knock at the door Evan regretfully left Connor who was gripping the toilet bowl his knuckles white
Evan unlocked the door and saw Cynthia and Larry both with sleeping gowns on

"Whats going on?" Cynthia asked panicked
"Is Connor okay?" Larry asked
" I dont know, he had a nightmare, I hurt him and Mr Murphy he said somthing about you drowning him," evan quickly explained " he thinks we would be happier if he was dead,"
"Oh no," evan whispered, it was silent, scarily silent, apart from harsh sobbing
Evan ran tk the onsweet door and saw connor holding a blade inches above his wrist
" Connor stop," Evan shouted
" you'll be happier, all of them will be happy,"
Evan walked forward grabbing the blade from connors hand and placed it on the bathroom sink and pulled Connor into a hug he felt Connor trying to push away
" I love you, your family loves you, I would never cheat on you, I love you too much," evan whispered sweet nothings into connors ears evan looked up at connors boyfriend parents
"B-but you jumped out of the tree because of me," Connor whimpered
" no, no i didn't, I jumped because I didn't like living, I felt like a burden, that my mum hated me, but you found me, you saw me, you made me believe I wasn't alone," evan whispered

Connor stopped pushing away and gripped onto Evans chest
" I'm sorry," Connor muttered
" its not your fault, it was a nightmare,"
" nightmare,"
"Yes con,"
Connor breathed a gasp of relief
He lent his head on Evans shoulder
Evan struggled to pick Connor up
Larry helped him and the changed his shirt
Connor held onto Evans shirt his eyes shut
" I'm sorry Mr and Mrs murphy,"
" its fine dear, just let us know if he has anymore nightmares,"
Evan nodded and heard the door shut, Larry locked his office door where the gun was incase.
Evan and Connor were finally asleep, connor didn't have a nightmare this time but a dream of evan and him travelling around the states with three little kid