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T.W- abuse: forcing of being under weight, forcing a sibling to hurt there brother

Connor sat up off his foldable bed he slugged out of it and pulled on old ripped clothes he wandered down stairs and saw his sister in newer clothes than him she decided to leave and wait in the car knowing what was going to happen,
Larry grabbed connors scruff and pulled him too the scale
"Let's see if your a fat shit," he growled
Connor gently stood on the scale

26 the screen flashed
Larry threw Connor to the ground
" 26, you fat fuck, you need to be 23,"
Connor tried to pull himself up, he was just so sore, and tired he got to his knees
"Come on, fag, get up," Larry shouted and kicked him over
Connor had to hold his tears as he stood  and hung his head "
No lunch or dinner for you, for a week and if I find out you have eaten, you'll be in a whole word of hurt," Larry threatened
Connor nodded
He walked out of the house  putting up his facade and slid into the passenger seat next to Zoe
"Are you okay?" Zoe asked
"Yeah I'm fine," Connor responded emotionless 
Connor kept on looking over at Evan
'Fatty,'  his mind repeated
'Not good enough for Evan,'
Connor looked down leant on the desk he was so tired,

After school Connor sat I. The car his knee was bouncing he was caught sleeping in class, they pulled up informer in the white house he shut his eyes and took a deep breath and got out of the car  he trudged up the stairs of the porch and opened the door
"CONNOR," he heard Larry shout
A chill ran up his spine, he froze, he couldn't move, it was like his feet were glued to the wood
Larry stormed down the hall in his suit and grabbed Connor by his hair
"You fell asleep in class, you fucking lazy ass," he growled and threw Connor to the floor
His head slammed against the wood
Larry continued to beat him roughly until Larry pulled Connor into the lounge room and he made Connor take off his shirt and hoodie, Connor sat in the floor in front of the television and Larry sat on the couch he lit cigarettes and took two puffs and extinguished the cigarettes on his bare skin Connor bit on his hand avoiding sobbing.

A few months later Connor had fallen asleep in class again  so Larry forced his head under the shower  freezing cold  water ploughing into his skull, connors head was pounding he was shivering
"Don't you dare fall asleep in class again you faggot," Larry growled
Connor was held there for a few more hours and then thrown on to the tiles.

A week later Evan Hansen and Connor were paired for a assignment they planned to work at evans that afternoon, he sat silently in the back seat while Evans mum drove them to there place as soon as they pulled into the drive way connor slid out of the car  and walked slowly behind evan they got in and evan took connor up stairs grabbing his hand  he pulled connor into his room
Evan noticed that when connor walked he didn't make a noise even on the creakiest floor boards.
"I like your room," connor smiled
"Thank you," evan blushed and placed his bag on his bed and connor put his Bag next to evan's
"You hungry," evan asked
Connor panicked his breathing speeding up he fell backwards
"Woah, connor," evan sitting down next to him
"Can't eat, can't get fat," connir repeated
Evans eye furrowed " what?"
"L-Larry, he'll, kill me," connor sobbed
"Connor who's larry?" Evan asked worried
Connor shook his head
"Connor look at me," Evan said gently pulling out his phone out and texted his mum to come up into his room
Connor lifted his eyes and looked at evan
Evan slowly counted and coached Connor out of his panic attack, Heidi watching from the doorway
Connor hiccuped
"I'm sorry," he whispered
"Con whos larry?"
"My father,"
"Con, does he hit you?"
Connor ducked his head in shame " yes,"
"How often,"
"It feels like all the time,"  Connor sighed
Heidi sighed " stay here, we'll call the police,"
"I need to go, I'm sorry," Connor breathed  and stood up pushing past both of them, he ran down the street, all the way back to his house climbing though his window  quickly sitting in his bed and grabbing his homework  and flipped to the right page as Larry walked in
" doing your homework,"
"Y-yes sir," Connor said
"What did I say about stuttering," Larry growled and grabbed Connor by his hair and pulled him off the bed making him stand up  one hand in his hair, one holding his wrists back
"ZOE GET YOUR ASS HERE,"
Zoe walked in and saw Larry's death grip on Connors hair made her flinch
" kick him,"
Zoe was taken back "what,"
" I said, beat his ass," Larry shouted " or I beat you,"
She looked at Connor who just nodded and mouthed 'do it' 
She started off gentle only giving taps to his face
"DO IT PROPERLY ZOE, OR ILL BEAT YOU," 
"Zoe please just do it, please," Connor begged
Not wanting Zoe to get hurt
" I can't Connor," Zoe whispered
Connor was thinking, the only way to get Zoe to hit him was to be mean
"Come on Zoe you fucking slut, I hate you," Connor cried with tears in his eyes
Zoe was taken back looking to connors eyes she could see the apologetic glint, but his words.

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