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evan was sitting on the porch watching his husband and daughter Eden who was 6 she had yellowish with brown eyes, she had freckles and bright blue/brown eyes,
She was in denim shirts and a scooby doo shirt, while his husband was in a red sweater and black jeans with a pair of converses Connor had cut off his long hair months ago it was a medium length and curly it curled around his neck.

Evan picked at his blue shirt knowing his husband was nervous to see his mother, he hadn't seen her since the wedding and there was a massive fight. She got angry at connor because she had worn white and Connor asked her to get changed. Connir had said that he was fine to evan multiple times but evan knows connkr enough to know when he's nervous he sees it in connors eyes, and one night he woke up alone in bed, he found Connor sitting in Eden's room rocking her back and forth.

Evans phone buzzed he checked it and smiled it was his mother telling him she was at the door, evan had invited her over to surprise his daughter and more importantly Connor.
Evan texted back that they were around the back so she could go through the back gate
Connor was helping Eden on the monkey bars when he heard a familiar voice he turned and his eyes widened in shock when he saw heidi hugging evan
"Edies look who it is?" He smiled
"Help me, get down daddy," she kicked
"yeah, okay sweets, stop kicking you legs," Connor chuckled
He got her down and she went bolting screaming nana
Connor walking slowly waving
She lent into evan
" hes not okay, he looks like highschool him,"
" you don't think I don't know mum," evan hissed quietly
Connor wrapped his arms around evan giving him a kiss on the cheek
Eden had dragged off heidi
" sweetheart can we please talk?" Evan whispered
"Mmh yeah," Connor sighed
Evan sat down on the swings and Connor sat on the swing next to him, holding Evans hand as they gently swung
" con I'm worried about you,"
Connor tilted his head confused " what do you mean?"
Evan smiled softly " your scared to see your mum, and I completely understand, but love you're punishing yourself hurting yourself again, and its not okay," evan said
Connor looked away tears in his eyes
" I'm fine ev, I told you," Connor sighed letting go of Evans hand alittle, Evan was getting frustrated
" darling last time I heard you say those words in that tone," Evan sighed " I found you half dead with a whole bottle of pain killers in your stomach and spilt all over the floor in the bathroom,"
Connor stood up and walked off to sit on the grass, looking away from Evans he knew evan was right but it scared him, to see him spirl that far he heard footsteps and a sigh next to him
" con, we're a team, you can tell me anything,"
" I- i just I'm terrified of seeing her, I know she doesn't like you, and I'm spirling bad, and I like I feel like a shit dad, I- I can't do it evan, I'm exhausted,"
Evan grabbed connors face ," hey, you are a great dad, you are there for her all the time,"
Evan gave Connor a kiss each time he spoke
" you are handsome. Talented. Caring. Kind. You are the sweetest man in the world, we should talk to doctor Jackson about your meds,"
Connor.nodded breaking down in tears burying his head in his husbands shoulder
" I fucking suck," Connor sobbed
"No no you don't," evan lent against the back fence holding his husband gently shushing him
A smaller hand started rubbing connors back
"Eden sweetheart what are you doing here," Evan asked
"Nana, she told me you needed us,"
Connor smiled and grabbed Eden with his other arm
" why are you crying daddy?" Eden asked
" oh sweetheart I'm just sad,"
Eden jumped in him hugging him " dont be sad,"
Connor looked at evan smiling
" hey eds is daddy a good daddy?" Evan asked
" yes, the best daddy in the world,"
Eden kissed her dad slobbery
Connor laughed and kissed her head
"Daddy come with me," Eden pull on connors hand
"Why? Where is daddy going?" Evan asked grateful for his mother
"I'm giving him his fathersday present,"
" but fathers day isn't untill this weekend eds,"
" daddy's sad he deserves a present, you give me presents after doctors appointments,"
Connor smiled and stood up his back still hunched as Eden dragged him into the house evan trailing behind.
Eden told Connor to sit on the lounge and to shut his eyes
When a thick piece of paper was placed in his hands
"Open," Eden shouted
Connor opened his eyes and what he saw was a drawing of him, another two stick figures with the words papa and Eden written over them neatly
" oh Eden, this is so good. Your definitely the next Picasso, I'm framing this," connor smiled placing the drawing on thr coffee table and picking his daughter up and putting her on his lap hugging her Eden crawled off her dads lap sat on the couch as Connor turned on the children's channel. He eventually snuck off and put the drawing in a old frame and hung it up on a old hook.
He felt Evan hands wrap around his waist
" are you okay?"
" yeah, still absolutely terrified for dinner but, I'll be good, I have you and Eden, everything will be fine,"
" my mum could stay for dinner, your mums leaving right after, she can stay, Eden loves her look at them,"
Connor glanced over to Eden and heidi watching the scoobydoo movie
"Yeah, that would be nice, even i was just worried about becoming my dad, I'm scared of fucking her life up as much as he fuvked up mine or worse j could end up like your dad evan,"
Evans turned his husband once again and kissed him " how many times do I have to tell you, you are a brilliant dad, you wound fuck up her life,"
Connor smiled and kissed evan again
" I love you so fucking much," Connor replied kissing him after every word
Connor looked down at himself " I'm covered in dirt, and snot,"
Evan chucked " go have a shower and get changed, I'll get dinner ready,"
Connor thanked evan and kissed him gently
Connor rushed off into thr master on sweet bathroom and turned on the shower
Evan got Eden a cut up green apple and a water with coolaid
While he got the spaghetti ready.

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