I always tried to talk to him but he always pushes me away.
Am I sad?
I don't know
I don't know how to explain how my emotion.
yes I am happy because I wanted to marry Kisaki but
not this way.
and also I kept thinking about the deal we made that night.
after 2 years of marriage, we're going to file a divorce paper and he'll marry hina.
thinking about it makes my head hurt
I didn't noticed that my mother kept calling my name a couple of times now, not until she held my shoulder.
"My daughter are you okay, are you sick?" my mother asked.
I snapped out of my heavy thoughts.
"Ohh Yes Mom I am fine I'm just thinking about something that is all hahaha." I awkwardly smiled at her.
"My My you kept thinking about your soon to be husband hmm." my mom said.
"MOM!" I blushed at what she said.
My Mom just laughed at me.
BTW how do you think about this wedding dress??
yes we are in a Bridal dress shop picking a wedding dress for the wedding, but it seem like it's my mom's wedding instead of mine cause she is the one who's picking the wedding dress .
I look around the shop
and a beautiful dress caught my attention.
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it looks very delicate
I imagined myself wearing this gown, In a right place, in a right time and
In a right man.
and then my mom pops up out of now where.
"Oh so you liked this one hmm~" my mom said.
"Mom you scared me." I said.
"Let's get this one right away" she said it with a smile.
"Oh Okay then." I said.
after We paid, our servants took the dress to bring it home carefully and properly.
we get inside of the car.
I am just looking outside of the car window, then suddenly my mom asked.
"Y/n Are you excited or nervous?"
*neither*
"I feel both mom" you lied.
my mom softened her eyes and said.
"I Know this is hard Y/n but you'll get through this, you're getting married in 2 weeks darling I'am very happy for you she said.
*I hope so mom, I hope I'll get through this *
"And beside Tetta looks so matured and smart I know he'll take of you" she said.
I nodded with a fake smiled.
*I wish, but I am not the woman he likes*
we arrived at the house and greeted by my father and Mr. Kisaki.
"Hello my beautiful wife and daughter" My dad greeted.
I just bowed at them and go up stairs.
I closed the door of my room and sighed.
"You look tired"
I jolted up and look around to see who the hell said that.
And then I saw Kisaki
He is sitting on my study chair looking at me with bored look.
"W-why are you here?" I asked him.
"Why, can't I go to my FUTURE WIFE'S room?"
He got up and start walking near me
I immediately got up but when I did he's really close to me, I am trapped by him and the wall behind my back.
"Kisaki you're too close" I am turning tomato right now
but instead of backing away he leaned his face near my neck, I could feel his breath.
and he whispered.
"Don't forget about are deal my WIFE."
and with that he opened the door and left.
My heart almost exploded but it suddenly dropped.
Now my emotion is all mixed up.
I wanted to scream and punch him in the face real bad
Yo it is been like 16 days (I think) since I last updated , and I apologize from the bottom of my heart I have been busy bout my school works and it stressing me tf out and now that I am not that busy I can post a new chapter again.
at yun na nga sorry talaga mga bhiee heheh love you
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