Hearing those word
Hearing her name instead of mine
It hurts too much
I look at the other side of the bed and there he was.
kisaki is sleeping like nothing happened
I think he drank to much
he didn't even recognize me he is Hallucinating
I forced myself to get off the bed
even tho I am all sore I tried my best to get up
I kept stumbling and I held on to the wall to balance myself
God It hurts
I looked up at the wall it is already 3am
I entered my room and lay in my bed
I want to cry but there is no more tears coming out of my eyes
after an hour of looking at the ceiling I still can't fall asleep
"should I just kill myself?"
"I am really tired of this life"
"I want to make my family proud of my do if I die right now all the hardship I did will be all useless"
"I still have a year left I can make it through this all I have to do id bare this pain and wait for a year to end and all this suffering will be gone"
I closed my eyes and tried my best to to sleep
I open my eyes again and look at the time
It feels only like a minutes since I closed my eyes but now it is currently 6am
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