Gambler

GAMBLE 68

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9:12 AM

Xochitl:
I'm sorry if that was late

Na ngayon ko lang nakayanan ipakita sa inyo lahat ng 'yon when I should've done that a long time ago

I just don't know what to do again

I'm scared to make mistakes, I don't know how to handle such because no one taught me

I'm sorry that the xochitl you knew was far from the real me

That I am just a glass with so many fissure

Hana:
Xochitl I don't fucking care even if how broken you are, we'll stay

We're grown ass women who can protect ourselves so you don't have to protect us from your problems!

Iniinis mo ako

Hindi mo ba alam we'll do everything for you

Alam mo ba kung gano kasakit sakin habang binabasa ko kung panong sa lahat ng taon na yon ang hirap hirap nang pinagdaanan mo

At wala kaming nagawa

Olivia:
Xochitl, normal magkamali, ayos lang na minsan di mo kontrolado yung nga nangyayari sa buhay mo

Brandy
A

nd we might not know what love should really be

Even if you go back in time or ask our ancestors they won't be able to give you a definite answer

But what I know is, love is sharing your struggles together, not just the good times

Xochitl, I didn't know you felt like that. I am sorry, sorry ang sama sama ng mundo sayo. Mahal kita chil😭😭😭

Kahit na hindi mo naramdaman yon kila tito, sabi mo nga I give so much love diba? But what you didn't realize you gave us love too at kung hindi pa yon sapat I'll give you all I have pupunuin kita non

Olivia:
Tangina niyo may shoot pa ako e

Naiiyak nanaman ako

Ikaw naman Xochitl, pamilya kita

And you don't have to do anything to earn that spot, we'll accept you as you are because you belong to us no other reason, you just are. Tapos. Period.

Brandy:
If you're hurting we'll get hurt together okay?

We'll get sappy together, cringe together

Kahit minsan lang tayo maging sweet sa pamilya na 'to

Sandali lang babalik ako, nag-aalala na si River nahuli akong naiyak

Xochitl:
You don't have any idea how grateful I am because I have you

I almost hated the world but you're part of the world

So you made it bearable, I was just scared to lose you

I'm not sure kung sumusobra na ba ako or nagkukulang

Hana:
You are our Xochitl, so you'll always be enough.

You don't have to try hard everytime

We will erase those things your father imprinted to your heart

Gosh I can't see them rn or I'll go berserk

I'm sorry I know they're your parents but I hate them so much

Olivia:
Putangina niyo ang d-drama natin😭😭

Hana:
Sino kaya tumawag sakin kagabi kasi nahihirapan sa sobrang kakaiyak?🙄 Ha Olivia Julia

Olivia:
Bat ka nanlalaglag?!!

Hana:
Btw I have a question chil, may I?

Xochitl:
Anything

Hana:
You said you pushed dous away because you're not capable of love and you're saving him from pain

You never wanted him to get hurt, do you realize that you're the first one to always be on a rescue mode when it comes to him?

and that act, isn't that love too? Ano yung nararamdaman mo na yon for him?

I'm not trying to tell you something or ano that's a genuine question