With you

7.

 When we ate, we went under one duvet and started watching the movie. He pulled me closer and I had my head on his chest. I love you brother. 

We lying in bed all day and watched a movie. We laughed until Hongjoong sat on the bed.

"I didn't mean to tell you, but I know all about you and San." no way. No fucking way. I will kill him. 

"Hoongjoong I..."

"Faith, he loves you." what? Joke? Again? 

"it's just a joke."

"It is not." i do not believe him.

"When you made fun of you at the closet that she loves you, he really loved you back then he just didn't want you to know so soon. You only know each other for a while." he continued.

"He asked me for fun if I was going to be his girlfriend."

"And what did you say?" 

"It was just a joke. So no." 

"Faith, this was not funny. How did he look when you told him it was funny?" oh shit.

"He must have been angry...fuck...I'm stupid. It wasn't funny, he meant it. I don't know if I love him and I want to be with him."

"Sister, you are not stupid."

"How do you feel when you're with him?" he continued.

"I feel good with him."

"How do you feel when you talk to him or when the kiss?" fuck.

"I feel butterflies in my stomach...fuck...i love him."he started laughing. 

"You should talk to him when he arrives." yeah, he is right.

"What if he doesn't want to talk to me?"

"You'll come up with something and I said you would fall in love with him." 

"Shut up." he started laughing.

"I feel like they came. Be quiet for a moment ... I hear San. Go to the room to talk to him now. Tell me the details in the morning. Don't worry, I won't tell anyone about you."

"I love you." i told him when i left his room. I went to our room. I opened the door and San was sitting on the bed. 

"San we have to talk." i am scared.

"Okay."

"I was with Hongjoong today and he asked me about you and me. Why did you make fun of me at the beginning with what you feel for me?" he smirk.

"Didn't you know that I love you? That is funny. All the time I try to make you my girlfriend,  I want you to be mine, just mine and you did not knot that? You're more fucking than I thought."

"Excuse me?" i hate him so much.

"Why are you doing this to me? You wrapped me around your finger and I was just for sex so you wouldn't get bored."

"I came here to tell you that I fell in love with you, but as I stand here, I find out that it is not love but hatred. I hate Choi San. "

"Faith..." I turned around and wanted to leave the room but she grabbed my hand and kissed me. I pushed him away. He was still holding my hand. I yelled at him but he didn't listen to me.

"Let me go."

"Faith, no. I just love you."

"Let me fucking go." i slapped him and i left the room. I went to Hongjoong's room. He hadn't gone to bed yet. I lay on the bed next to him and started crying.

"Sister, What happened?" i told him already everything. He hugg me. 

*San's pov*

I hate myself. I just said nasty things to a girl I love. I want her. I want her so much. I miss her. I sat down on the bed and started crying. I grabbed my head and felt like I was evil. Faith. My love. Please forgive me. I want you near me

*Hongjoong's pov*

I don't understand what's going on between them. One moment they fuck like life and kind of moment they hate each other. I want them together, I want them to be happy. I don't want to see her cry I want to see her just laugh.

"Sister, wipe your tears and try again. If you go there again and come back with tears, I'll kill him. No one will hurt my sister." 

"Should I try it?"

"If you want." she kissed my cheek and she left the room. Why couldn't she rather fall in love with Seonghwa? Actually, I know why not. He's more horny than San.

*Faith's pov*

I can do it. I knocked on the door and walked on. San stood in front of me with tears in his eyes. Did he cry? Propably yes.

"Faith, I'm sorry for what I told you, I need to have you with me, I want you to be mine, I need to love you, I want you more and more every day, please Faith forgive me, I love you. Please Faith." i already love this boy.

"San, will you be my boyfriend?"

"Yes."

"From today, I'm just yours and you are mine."

"I want you sa bad." i kissed him. Love, love ,love. Yes, I love him. Relationships in the mafia are often difficult. They kill someone and the others want revenge or they're together for money. I hope neither is my case. 

He threw me on the bed and started kissing my neck. I could feel my throat sucking. It excited me. I took off his T-shirt and started scratching his back. He smiled and kissed me further. I bit his lip and turned him on his back. I sat on his crotch and put on my shirt. I continued to kiss him and he squeezed my ass hard. 

I started kissing him on the chest until I went lower and lower. I unzipped his belt and started kissing him on his hips until I put his boxers down and started sucking him. I felt him hold my hair so I could move on. I heard his sigh and felt his cock stand up to him. He was big and rude as always. I smiled at San and continued on.

I played with my tongue on his cock and saw his excitement on his face. I stopped and took off my gate. I sat on his crotch and inserted his cock into my clit. As always, he never went slow. He put it straight into me and wanted me to go fast and hard. 

He put his hands on my passport and moved me. He smirk and he turned me on my back so he could be on top. She grabbed my neck and went deeper and deeper into me. He told me-

"Open your mouth." i smirk. I opened my mouth and he smiled. He left his cock in me and leaned closer to me and spat his saliva into my mouth. I smiled and kissed me. He started fucking me again and put my two hands behind my head and grabbed them. He went faster and faster. I could smell his typical scent. It smelled beautiful. 

"San... i love you."

"I know my love." he put his cock in me and until we were done. I lay at him and watched him smile. He put his hands on my ass and I felt his cock on my belly. I kissed him and he kept smiling at me. A strand of hair fell into my eyes and he put it behind my ears. 

He grabbed me by the throat and gently pulled my lips to his. He bit me into them. I smiled and kissed him back when he bit my lip again. I liked it when he did it to me. He kissed me and bit me again but now he was brushing his teeth on my lower lip. I rested my head on his forehead and felt his fingers run into my clit.

"Wasn't that enough for you today?" he smirk.He pulled them out of me and I lied to him. You pulled me close and we fell asleep. Some ten minutes later, when he thought I was asleep, he kissed my forehead and said, "I love you."