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AWAKE : TWENTY FIVE

Y/N'S POINT OF VIEW

The world is ending.

At least, that's what it feels like right now.

All of humanity is asleep, and there are only a few of us left awake. Hell, we don't even know the state  in other countries. I just hope there are others out there, like us.

Others who are trying to find answers, who are trying to save this God-forsaken world.

Try.

That fucking word again.

Even when everything was normal, I was doing nothing but try. Trying to finish school, trying to get the girl I like, trying to plan for my future, trying to survive.

Try, try, and try.

It gets so damn annoying sometimes, you know? This tiresome life. It even gets to a point where surviving seems pointless. Why can't we all just let go? Why do we keep striving? Why do we need to do something just to prove that we fucking exist?

Maybe this is for the best. Maybe the whole world deserves all of this. Maybe all of our destinies are intertwined, with only one outcome: destruction.

But maybe not.

Earlier, I was so eager to just lay down and fall asleep. But right now, I'm just lying straight while staring nowhere.

What the hell is wrong with me?

I tried to close my eyes and even put my jacket over my eyes, but I still end up sitting straight with my eyes open. This is pointless. Even extreme exhaustion can't push me into the arms of sleep.

My heart almost jumped out of my chest when I looked outside and saw something.

Upon closer look, I found out it's just Mina. She's sitting with a candle in front of her but it did nothing to illuminate her face. I stood up carefully so I don't wake my companions.