Broken [Aizawa x reader]

Chapter 9 - Coffee talks and new friends

It had been a few days since the last time I talked with Shota, the following weekend after staying at his house I woke up way too early and found him asleep beside me. I panicked and got out of his apartment as fast as I could and I haven't spoken to him ever since. I was too scared that he would not want to see me anymore after founding me crying like a little girl that night so I opted to not talk to him before he could get the chance of stop talking to me; it sounds stupid I know but it doesn't feel like rejection if you reject them first, right? At least that's what I think.

I know I said I wanted his attention for the good sex, but after that night I began to feel weird things in my chest and I didn't like it so instead I chose to distance myself from him. I didn't text nor called him and maybe it is for the better, the sex wasn't that good anyways... Who am I kidding? It was amazing but if I'm gonna get my feelings hurt then it's not worth it.

But it was now Wednesday and I couldn't skip school forever and I had to go back and face him at his class at one point. Yes, I didn't go to classes for two days, all because I didn't want to see Shota. I was too scared and after my panic attack that night, more attacks followed and I just needed some time to get my shit together.

So that's how I ended up in the lecture hall way too early before Shota's class started. I came early so I could get a seat all the way back and at the corner to make sure he didn't see me. And I also added a bucket hat and glasses to my outfit to be extra sure he doesn't even recognize me.

Jiro made fun of me in the morning for going to this extent just to not face Shota but desperate times call for desperate measures and a girl can never be too sure. And yes, after getting home from Shota's place I told everything that happened to Mina and Jiro which both of them said I had nothing to be scared of but I still had my doubts.

There was still ten minutes before class and I was scrolling through my phone to kill time when I saw someone approach my seat from the corner of my eye, I lifted my head to see who it was and I was surprised to see a certain purple haired boy looking down at me with a small smile on his face.

"Y/n?" he said while taking a seat on the desk beside me, my eyes following his every move. I was shocked to see him here right now, if I was honest I completely forgot about Shinso the whole weekend, being too worried about Aizawa that it totally slipped my mind that I had met Shinso at the party and even had his number.

"H-hey," I cursed myself for stuttering, I was still processing his presence that caught me off guard. Once I greeted him back he took off the earbuds from his ears and put them away in the front pocket of his black sweatshirt, now giving me his full attention.

"How you've been? You didn't show up to class these past few days, I was worried." He spoke to me in a soft voice taking me out of my thoughts, I almost felt bad for forgetting about him and making him worry.

"I'm fine, how about you? I'm sorry for not texting you or anything, I was... busy." I said, not going into detail of what happened on the weekend. I didn't want the same thing with Aizawa to happen with Shinso, he seems like a nice guy and I want to keep in touch with him, maybe hang out and smoke some other time.

He didn't believe me but he didn't want to pry so he left it at that. "I'm fine too. I wanted to tell you that I had a great time at the party with you last weekend, so I was wondering if maybe you would like to hang out someday. We could smoke a little, I don't know."

"Yeah, we totally should. I would like that," I said while nodding my head, I turned my whole body around so I was facing Shinso.

"Cool, you have my phone number so just text me whenever you're free and we'll go from there." He smiled softly at me and I instinctively smiled back at him.