𝗺𝐲 𝐟𝗼𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 - 𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲 ✔️

𝟬𝟮𝟳.

𝗔𝘂𝗿𝗼𝗿𝗮 𝗣𝗼𝘃-

I ran to the bathroom just to sit on the cold tiled floor.

But I was late and was stopped by ash.

He carefully turned me around so I could face him.

I looked at him and he seemed overly worried.

'don't cry don't cry don't cry'

I repeated in my head.

I was going so good trying to not let a fresh tear fall out of my eye, but failed miserably.

I started crying in front of ash, he hugged me tightly and said 'what's wrong' in the most caring way.

I stayed silent, I hate venting cause I know later on I'll regret it.

𝗔𝘀𝗵: wanna watch a movie?

he slightly smiled at me, I know he was trying to keep my mind off what I was crying about.

I layed down next to him on the twin bed he had in his room.

𝗔𝘀𝗵: wanna watch The adams project? I heard it's really good on tiktok

He questioned me as he opened his laptop, slightly smiling at me.

I forced a worse smile and nodded.

singling that I was saying 'yes'.

He kissed me on the lips and gave his attention to his laptop to put the movie.

he started to play the movie and we were already cuddling, tbh it made me feel way better.

I guess I need to learn to accept the fact that everyone dies even your loved ones, all though it's rough you got to get used to it right?

ash layed his head on my head.

𝗔𝘀𝗵: I love you

he whispered.

I blushed at the comment.

𝗔𝘂𝗿𝗼𝗿𝗮: I love you to.

I said back, I mean it even though our 'relationship' was overly toxic.

he embraced my torso and pushed me against him.

Making us warm and cozy.

𝗔𝘀𝗵We were 12 minutes into the movie.

𝗔𝘂𝗿𝗼𝗿𝗮: ash?

𝗔𝘀𝗵: yeah?

I was about to say 'do you have anger issues' but that's a dumb fucking question.

I knew he had anger issues so I didn't bother to say.

𝗔𝘂𝗿𝗼𝗿𝗮: never mind

I said calmly and looked at the laptop.

𝗔𝘀𝗵𝘀 𝗣𝗼𝘃-

me and aurora watched many movies after The adams project, I'd rate the movie 10/10.

throughout the movie I couldn't really focus why aurora was crying.

whatever it was it's bad.

I love her and hopefully she loves me back but I can't bare her seeing her sad and shit.

knowing that I can't do anything about it I'll still try,

everything was quiet, the only thing you could hear was the movie 'princess and the frog' yeah aurora oppositely loves that movie and aurora breathes.

which gave me a hint that she was knocked asleep.

I looked down at her face who was against my chest,

let me tell y'all I overly smiled and blushed until my mouth hurts.

I love this girl more than anything.

Fez came in the room quietly.

𝗔𝘀𝗵: hey

𝗙𝗲𝘇: wsp

he said back.

I gave him that look, which meant what happened to aurora, as I eyed her.

fez saw she was fast asleep.

𝗙𝗲𝘇: her mom died.

oh.

my face was blank, I see why she was crying ofc.

Fez went quiet aswell.

He looked at aurora for the last time before heading out the room.

He got out the room and closed my door carefully.

I again looked at aurora and felt myself going to sleep.

𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝘀𝗼 𝗯𝗮𝗱𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝗺𝗮 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗮 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗶𝘁! 𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗮 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗶𝘁.

𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗼𝗳 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀.

𝗶 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂🤞🏽