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Why Me?

Hi guys sorry for not updating -' But it's school is almost finish and that's mean A LOT OF EXAMS are coming... BTW guys you have to read A Beauty In A Geek by kouumin

Kim POV

Dad.. You left me..I'm not blaming you for it but you won't be able to see your grandchildren. My mother tried to not cry because she knows that I don't like to see her cry..but how can you not cry in this sort of situation..How can she not cry..she lost the man she love and she can't keep the pain in her.. Someone was crying on my shoulder, I could smell the cologne of Jimin, my poor heart..Why did this have to happen to me. I am innocent girl. Things were getting back in place... My relationship with Jimin is strong as before.

-''I am sorry for your lost'' I heard someone talking in the back

I didn't have the energy to turn my head to see who was it...My dad is gone, I didn't say Goodbye nor a I love you.. He left me with no words. It's just pain...This pain is hitting none stop...it hurts. 

My head on my father's hospital bed, I felt some pairs of hands on my shoulder. The person got me up from the floor and made me look at my father one more time before the nurse will take them away from us

-''Is this how my life will go on?''

-12:34 am-

It's been two hours that my father had pass away.. I'm still in the room where my father was yesterday. I didn't want to go back home. My mind won't accept the fact that my father is gone. Jimin is obviously annoyed to see me like this so he called a taxi to drive us home..I don't have the guts to stay there even longer. As the taxi stop at my home... I leaned on the cars window. The starts shining, My dad must be one of them. I closed my eyes to hide the pain for awhile and I felt asleep 

Jimin POV

The taxi told us we are arrive, I saw Kim sleeping on the glass window besides her. I payed the taxi driver and carried my girlfriend in a bridal way like all gentleman do.  I tried my get her keys out of her pockets. I laid her on the sofa in the living room, then I called the boys to come here and relaxe and tried to cheer Kim a bit.. I gave her a last glance before going in the kitchen to make her some food and kiss her forehead

-''Why did this cruel world have to happen to you'' I caressed her hair

I walked in the kitchen, took out the rice pot, soya sauce, carrots, onions and more ingredients. Then I got a phone call from Namjoon. He said they're in front of the door, so I should go and open the door for them. They silently tip toe in the living room

-''Is Kim fallen sleep?'' Jin asked. I simply pointed at the sofa, where she was sleeping on for hours. Seeing her like this is so painful. 

-''Poor Kim... ''Hoseok said while he was trying to keep his tears in

-''I never got the chance to meet him..'' Jungkook added

I told them to met up in her room but everyone had fallen asleep on the ground next to the sofa. Except for me because I am really trying to think what should I do? (It is currently 2am...) I heard someone moving around trying to reach their blanket. I looked around me and it was Kim. She then sat on the sofa, she started to sob. My first reflex was to sit next to her and pulled her head on my shoulder

-''Shh... I am here... just remember this, people cry, not because they're weak. It's because they've been strong for too long'' 

-next morning-

It is 10 am right no, I'm the only one awake, Kim is sleeping in arm. I woke quite of early because in severals weeks, we're performing at MAMA's in Hong Kong. I was planning to buy her tickets to join us but the thing is, her mom will be in Korea alone.