ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ - Dark Cacao Cookie x Pure Vanilla Cookie

help

*trigger warning

Hey folks,

lately my mental health has been PLUMMETING and i almost necked myself so yk that's not great

i have someone in my life who's been making me feel really guilty for a lot of things, especially my relationship life and it's taken a toll on how i've felt lately

I've began to isolate myself in my room and i don't eat or drink much anymore, i'm really starting to let go of myself and i spend at least half of my day sad or crying, the other half wasted on youtube and other things, you name it

I haven't forgotten about updating, i just haven't had the capacity to with everything else on my brain right now. I can barely stand hearing my own voice anymore, let alone hearing myself breathing

I've had some of my worst breakdowns, I've cried more than ever and unfortunately i threw away around 7 months of being clean in the garbage and relapsed, woop woop.

As you can tell, my whole life is going downhill and I just don't know what to do. I've visited a doctor and got absolutely no help aside from "therapy is an option" like hello I need anti depressants but ok thanks ig

The point of this is to inform you guys that i wont be updating for a week or two while i try to gather up the pieces of my pathetic life and put it back together, get my friends and family situated, get therapy and another doctors appointment set up

Seeya later.