▪︎■ ▪︎CHAPTER 1▪︎■▪︎

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POV: astrae
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"Mommy will we be ok?"I ask my mom shaking from fear ."We will be ok honey dad will come get us"she said giving me a smile . I smiled back "who are those people mommy they are trying to break our door" I ask again feeling frightened
"It's nothing honey it's all just a bad dream "
"Close your eyes and sleep it will be over soon when you wake up"she insisted giving me a warm smile while a tear slipped down her cheek
"It will all be gone" she said.

I woke up and mommy was shaking me to wake up I opened my eyes it wasn't all a dream its not over yet . We were standing in our backyard.

My mother said something I couldn't hear it . "What" I asked in a sleepy voice
She hugged me . Then I heard a loud noice from behind me and then gunshots everywhere. The last thing my mom said was
" Run and dont look back I will always be with you"

I ran as far as I could until I was in the woods.
Then i realized mom wasn't with me .
I ran back to our house it was gone .

Then it hit me. My mom realized my dad wasn't gonna comeback. Only one of us could survive the run. She chose me to run and user her own self as bait.

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I wake up with someone shaking me to death.
I jolt up my bed.
"Astrae are you okay" I heard someone say
"Astrae Astrae can u hear me hello dumb bitch "
I was in my bed it was all a dream .
I sometime wish people didn't wish for dream to come true.
Nightmare is also a dream.
"I'm fine" I reply
"Ur fine ?" Luce continued "UR FINE" "ms girl u spoiled my perfect sleep schedule because all I heard was screaming and crying"

"Sorry luce" I say laughing at her face.
She was right tho I am covered in sweat and my hair is a mess. as usual.

"It's ur fault u chose to become my best friend and roommate"i sat on my bed smirking

"Ugh oh please what was I thinking when I became ur friend what was 7 year old me thinking" luce said rolling her eyes. Dramatic bitch.
She laid on my bed for 0.1 second and jolted up screaming
"UR BED IS FUCKING SOAKED IN SWEAT WTF"
"Bye im leaving to my room" she continued leaving.

She was right my bed IS soaked in sweat . I have to take a shower idgaf if it
is 3 am .
I walk into shower with my towel .

Thoughts rush to my mind. What if my father came to save me and my mom that day.
What If my mom left me and saved her own self.
What if I never met luce.
What if I never met Him.

Jeez shower thoughts.


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