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Oh Dear Me

Im at marshas house staying a night with joesph, im so tired and exhausted I just want to go home, but I may have to stay another day here, I just want to leave honestly and be alone in ashtons room snuggled cozy in his bed

Joesph has been a little brat lol, he just told me that they apparently drove by my house not to long ago and he made sure to point out that it was very over grown and lots of work needs to be done... like little boy mind your own business you have no right! Also i cant remember if I've used an excuse to skip going to dads house by supposedly mowing/ doing work in that house sooooo... thats a little problematic but honestly I've graduated highschool so like whatever

Im so done with all of this im so tired I just want to go

Ok ok ok I am never gonna try to teach joesph how to use a ps3 again that was so annoying, he kept laughing and snickering, he wouldn't listen to me at all he would make snide comments to me, he thinks he's so much better than me he always acts so high and mighty and thinks someone had to pay attention to him 24/7, he thinks I'm so dumb cuz I cant do math like he can I don't know my multiplication table and so what like who cares not everyone in this world has be fortunate enough to go to school or have things like him, he needs to be humbled, and have the cold raw world just slap him in the face

Not really I take that back let the kid be a kid, he's had such a good childhood compared to lots of kids, sure he's bratty but atleast I know that once he gets older he won't have his past drag him down, I expect big things from him, he dosent have much to hinder him, sure his mom is well I don't even know how to describe her she's just darla, and our dad is quite and barely talks much, he dosent got much of a father figure I suppose cuz dads just there I guess, but his mother is very strong willed and stern, so im sure they will set him up good for life, I wasn't really taught the things I need to be taught nor shown, but ill figure it out myself and teach Jake, if there's one thing I do in this world it'll be to make Jake not turn out like Noah and Isaac, he's a very smart boy and is capable of great things, he's had it rough no doubt but even so our moms tough as nails and he has the same toughness, he can do it, he just needs and help and someone there for him
May 20, 2022