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Look after me pls

Hi I'm mentally exhausted. I might not be online anymore soon 😃
No sex
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Billies POV:
Y/n has been well not acting but she isn't mentally ok. How do I know? Her eyes are half closed, she's been awfully quiet and she's has a face like when I was suicidal. Wait.
I speed walk to our room bc y/n is there, I knock on the door and walk in and I see y/n led on the bed staring at the ceiling with tears in her eyes. It breaks me sm seeing her like this it's like someone stabbing me in the heart

"Y/n baby?" I sit down next to her and hold her hand
"Hi Billie" she says with sadness in her voice and she's still staring up at the ceiling. Bro why does it hurt sm
"Can u look at me baby?" I ask hoping she will and won't refuse
She turns her head and her eyes are red and her cheeks are red not to sound mean but she is a mess. But I still love her
"Oh baby. Come here pls" I say with a frown and open my arms for her and she sits up and sits on my lap whilst I wrap my arms around her

"What's happened mamas?"

"It's nothing. I think everyday for like a week now I've been mentally exhausted and idk if it's hurting me but its definitely making me feel like shit and not wanting to live and yk How I've got depression?"
She asks and I nod my head

"Welp that's been playing up so my emotions are just all over the place at the moment and I'm sorry I didn't go out with u to go see fin or go take shark for a walk or anything. I've been feeling like actual shit. And I'm sorry, oh and my anxiety tics have been fucking me up so has my
anxiety my whole body is just shaking slightly all the time like I have a bad cold"
Y/n says and hugs me tighter

"Baby u have nothing to be sorry about this isn't ur fault, it's not ur fault at all"

I say and notice tears coming from y/n
"Look after me pls baby. I'm scared, I'm gonna do something I'm gonna regret"

"Ofc I will y/n. Ur my everything I love u sm. I will do my best to look after u ok?"
I say with a slight smile knowing I'm gonna make this the best day of her life

"What do u wanna do?" I ask

"Cuddle and watch a film. Pls?" She asks with hope in her voice

"Amazing idea baby. How about we watch South Park?" I say with a smile knowing it's her comfort thing

She looks up at me with a big smile
"Umm yes pls tf"

I kiss her to show her that I do love her very much
"I love u sm. u know me to well sometimes it's scary how well u know me" y/n says with a little laugh at the end and my heart melts at her laugh. It's so cute

"Awww ur laugh is so cuteeeeeee" I kiss her head, lay down and turn the TV on and put on South Park for y/n

"Ur the best" y/n says and cuddles me more

"Anything for u mamas"
I say with a smile and kiss her head again

"I love u baby"
"I love u too" y/n said and kissed my arm bc her head is led on my arm like spooning :)

Then we finish watching South Park and fall asleep bc sleep is the best

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I want someone to love me as much as my mental health does