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Accusing

I feel like I'm being love bombed, I wanna be there so bad and make her feel special but I feel like I'm being love bombed.

I'm sorry

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Billie pov:
I can't help but sit and think if y/n Is love bombing me, it seems like she is but I don't wanna jump to conclusions

"Y/n" I ask her making her take her headphones off

"Yes Billie my love?" She says looking at me. The look she gives and the nickname draws me back in and thinking like nothing is wrong at all. What's wrong with me?

"Are you love bombing me?" I ask trying so hard not to cry

"What? No of course I'm not love bombing you" she says kind of with a tone

"I'm sorry I asked" I say letting out a shaky breath

"You always jump to conclusions all the time. You ask constantly if you're annoying me or if you want to leave me alone, it's always accusing with you" she says now getting a little angry

I run off into the bathroom and lock the door, crying until I can't breath. I don't hear her to come check on me. I give it a couple more minutes thinking she'd care but she doesn't. Maybe I'm to in love, maybe it is my fault after all.
I need to stop falling in love so fast

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So close to killing myself :)

All I can say is, I'm sorry if you read this, you probably will but I'm so scared you're gonna leave. And you probably will when you read this and you'll probably shout at me. I'm sorry if I make you leave.

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry if I made you leave