Billie eilish images

Running away

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Y/n pov:
It's 4 in the morning, crying, and I'm packing a bag. My phone start's vibrating in my back pocket, I take it out and see it's Billie. I pull myself together and answer

"hey Bil what's up?" I say putting it on loud speaker and placing down next to my bag whilst I keep packing

"I have a bad feeling about you, what are you doing rn? Are you ok?" She asks with worry in her voice

I start tearing up again at the question 'are you ok?'

"No billie I'm not ok. But thanks for worrying" I say with a tear running down my cheek

Billie pov:
I sit up in bed and start to worry a little
"What's wrong? Talk to me"

"I'm running away. I just..I can't deal with anything anymore billie, I can't" she says whilst crying fully now

"What can I do?" I ask feeling my heart break hearing her cry

"Nothing. Goodbye Billie I love you"
She says and hangs up the phone before I could say anything

I get up and grab my car keys and get in my car

Y/n pov:
I walk into the living room and grab the front door keys and unlock it. I put my hood up and start walking
I walk to this hill place I don't go all the to the top but I go up a little.
I see all the city lights are on. I start listening to music

Whilst I'm changing songs I hear a car pull up, I look up and see billies car "how tf did she find me?" I say to myself quietly

"There you are!" Billie says walking up to me and hugging me
She sits on the bench next to me holding my hand
"Talk to me, I'm here for a reason" she says rubbing her thumb in small circles on my hand 

"I just wanna run. Like run away from everything, I wanna run away from my feelings, from my depression, from my anxiety everything. And it's not working. I just do dumb shit and make you worry and it makes you feel bad" I say crying

"It's ok y/n, I'm right here remember?" She says pulling me towards her chest so I'm led against her

I start crying harder "I'm sorry" I say over and over again

She pulls me away from her and puts both her hands on my cheeks "it's okay. I promise, I'm never ever leaving you so you don't need to worry ok? You don't have to be sorry" she says putting our foreheads together "I love you" she says in a whisper

"I love you too"

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Why don't no one see the signs?