YANKUMI'S SACRIFICE

chapter 14

                                                                   PAH'S POV

YESTERDAY I was gang up by some deliquet,they hit me with some baseball bat,raped my friend infront of me,but I was wondering why after all of that,after mikey told me we will get revenge I was thingking of Yankumi,I know she has nothing to do with this but,everytime those bastard hit me I remember all the time I never feel fear,I was never scared,I can always walk proudly on th street as people respect me,I ended up getting use to that,that it come to the point where I forget why I wasn't scared,why I was respected,why I can walk proudly.it's because of Yankumi,I never felt fear when I'm around her,even tho she doesn't know how to fight at that time,I never fealt more safer when I'm with her,and I know mikey,baji and everyone felt that too.

But why am I scared now?i'm scared that we might loss this fight even if we have the invisible mikey with us,I have my worries,this feeling is killing me,I feel like anytime soon I will just die on the street if this continue,when did I start to feel this feeling?when Shin died?when I got gang up?when mikey's not around?NO,I was always been scared all this time,I was scared that one toman will Loss a fight,I'm scared that something might happen to my friends,fvck where is Yankumi when we need her,if she's here she might give me a warm hug and a kiss on the forehead and tell me "everything will be fine,sister here",Please Yankumi,tell me it's gonna be fine right?

I was just talking to my self but I ended up in Yankumi's Resturant,what the heck am I doing here?

It's not like Yankumi still care fo-

"pah"

I heard a voice that take all my fear away,I haven't turn my head to see it is,but I know it's you,no one can remove my pain like you do...

"Pah,it's really you"

...YANKUMI.

I was dumb founded I want to talk to her,I want her to hug me and kiss me in the forehead and tell me everything will be fine,

But I can't by just seeing your face makes me wanna cry till my eye lost all it tears.

"Pah?are you ok"she ask just like the way she ask me a year ago

Yankumi,you're still you ,huh,you haven't change abit,

"pah?why aren't you saying anything?hey"she said as she put her left arm to pat my head

"Y..YAN....YANKUMI..."

I can't hold it anymore my tears once again started to fall,

Some workers there are looking at us but Yankumi told them to leave.then

Yankumi hug me so tight,that I can't do anything but to hug her back,yankumi,yankumi,yankumi

My yankumi is finally back the comfort of a sister I was looking for the pass 2 years,the loved that only Yankumi can give me I can feel it in my arms again.

Yankumi stayed silent without letting me go,I don't want to let go too just yet,After almost half of hour of crying Yankumi spoke

"Pah,have you calmdown now?"she ask with her soft lovely voice

I just noded without realising her from my hug,

"now tell me what happened ok?i'll listen,sister will be here"she said as she pat my head while I'm still hugging her with all the strength I have left.

I told Yankumi everything about me getting gang up,about how much I miss her,and Yankumi just keep patting my head that makes me more comforted,protected,and loved,this,this is excactly what I was looking for the pass 2 years.

After I told her everything yankumi remainde silent for a couple of second then she said

"so that's what happened,huh..."yankumi said a she hold my hand and said

"Pah,you grow so big but I see you're still that kid 2 years ago,huh,about the gang up,Pah do what you want,if you want revenge go for it,and trust your friends,your friend have hopes on you,cause they don't look at you as the scared little kid,they look at you as Pah they meet since childhood,mikey care for you so,do I,we might have different methods of showing it,but he care for you we all do,we want nothing but the best for you,so I want you to dream of the best too,and the best to happened now is for you to belive in your self and win this fight,ok?"Yankumi said I put my head on her shoulder

Yankumi,thank you,not for your advice ,but thank you for being my sister,I promise I will be someone you can be proud of,so Yankumi watch me win this fight