Dear Diary

8

My phone buzzes and I wake up to realize we'd fallen asleep during the movie.

He wakes up too, "who is it?"

I look at my phone and see it's another text from the unknown number. "Um just my mom."

"What does she want?"

"Oh nothing just asking if I'll be coming for dinner tonight." I lie quickly. If he notices, he doesn't say anything.

I pack my things, and get ready to back to my dorm.

Right as I'm saying goodbye and he gives me a kiss, my neck is grabbed my I'm pinned to the wall.

"Just so you know, I know you lied, just not sure why. I'll let it slide for now, but next time you do so don't expect the same."

I gulp. "I didn't."

"Would you show me your moms text if I asked?"

My face pales but I nod praying he won't actually make me show him. "Either way it's my life. You don't have to know all of it."

"That's where you're wrong. You're mine."

"Whatever. You think Im seeing someone else, is that what you're saying? Even if so it's not any of your business." I say, trying to step away, but his grip holds firm.

"You're saying I could sleep with someone else, and you wouldn't care," he asks.

I shrug. "Would you?"

His teeth grit. "Are you, or are you not seeing someone else."

I think for a minute on it. I could say yes just to piss him off. I sigh. There's no point. "No. If I was, I wouldn't be lying about it seeing as we're not together."

He nods and reluctantly lets me go. "Enjoy your dinner."

He hands me back a page on my way out, and I rip it to sheds, throwing it into a near by garbage. Only like 20 more pages to go? Fuck I really screwed myself over. Literally.

I look back at the text.

Unknown message: I could do it better.

My heart sinks. I pause and look around. Do what better? Was he watching that whole time? Did he hear the things I was yelling out. See me tied to the bed? No. He could be talking about something else, like... something I did? Maybe that assignment I handed in yesterday? But then why would he send this text today...

I have to tell someone. But now... if he really did see, what if he tells someone about what me and Axton have been doing. If they got my parents involved they could find out way more than a parent should ever know about their daughters sex life.

I could tell Axton. He already knows everything about us. But I mean this guy has never hurt me, never approached me. Hell I don't even know who he is, if he's really even a stalker and not just some random person with my number. But what happens if he does try to approach me.

I get another text, and my heart hammers. I reluctantly look down and see it's just Bella.

Bella: Hey!!! Was wondering if you were down to go out tonight?? Katie's bf invited me and Katie to watch a movie at his place but suggested we should invite more friends. Thoughts?

Me: Yeah, of course :)

Bella: Great, be ready by 7, he's picking us up.

I send her a smily face, and my thoughts twirl back and forth and around in my head. I think maybe I'll tell Axton. He could at least help, and it'd be nice not to feel alone in this.