Free?

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TW:  quoting negative things? ( idk the word for it ) Mentions of past relationships. Mentions of abuse. Feeling of being watched.

ANGST CHAPTER.


Quackity's Pov:

I was having fun with Will.

I mean he's a cool guy even though he can be a shit head.

As I was watching Will struggle trying to win a game I soon felt like I was being watched.

Not be one person,, but by the whole crowd around us.

Why was this happening?

What caused this to happened?

It soon got overwhelming.

" Hey Will I'm uh gonna go to the bathroom "

" Alright then,, call me if you need anything "

" Yeah uh alright "

I walked away from him. From everyone. I didn't want to be here anymore. Why am I acting like this? Will just had a traumatic experience and I'm over here acting like a fool.

I entered the bathroom and got into a stall.

I closed the stall door and sat down leaning on the door.

I miss them.

I miss Karl and Sapnap.

When we were actually happy.

When we we're giving love to one another.

But of course that came into an end.

Just like every other relationship I had.

Eret.

Jshclatt.

Karl.

 Sapnap.

And now I'm falling in love with Wilbur.

"You're an idiot Quackity. A pathetic useless piece of shit. " 

That's what Schlatt used to say.

Now that I think about it,, no wonder he treated me the way he did. I was a fool for thinking love  was something great.

I help everyone but no one helps me.

When I look around everyone is happy and cheerful. Why can't that be me?

Why can't I be normal?

After all I'm human right?

I have feelings correct?

Then why do I feel so empty and clueless.

How does everyone live so carelessly.

How can people be so happy with their lives.

I'm jealous of everyone and I'm ashamed because I feel this way.

Why can't I have the freedom that they have?

Why can't I wake up everyday,, excited for what's about to come?

Why can't I be free?

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Sorry for the late upload!

Short chapter <33

not proof read.

Shitty angst >>>>>> Good angst /j

Have a wonderful night / day.

Word count: 335

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