Azrael

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Do you ever wonder how your life would be like if certain events didn't happen? Like what would my life be like if I had a different father? Would I have been better off? What would it be like to still have both of my parents in life? I always wonder if it was all my fault. My mother used to tell me how wonderful my father used to be before I came along. After I came is when he started the drinking and drugs. Was it my fault? Why did he change so suddenly after I was born? Why is all I can ever ask. I'll never receive an answer. Its just a question I'll never know the answer to, but every time I ask myself why, it makes me sick to my stomach. If I wasn't even born, then I wouldn't have to live with the pain and questions I have to learn to live with.

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