You don't love here anymore

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I sneak into our driveway

Turn down my favourite song

Hoping that your mood has faded

About whatever I've done you wrong

Praying, God let him be sleeping

I can't do this fighting anymore

My eyes tender of weeping

My watch says it long past four

I swallowed the excuses

when you smelled of her perfume

one can hide only so many bruises

to protect the life inside my womb

Lord let him just be sober

Or just let me get some sleep

I know that this is over

Give me the courage to pack and leave

Slamming doors and throwing things

Just feed the flames of your denial

If I had the courage to spread my wings

Or pick up the phone and dial

But unknown futures

For this little one and me

Doesn't make you no abuser

No matter how scared I may be

We live and breathe inside our home's walls

I cringe each time I hear you call

I Pick up the bottles of the floor

But there's no denying this

You don't love here anymore.

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