today you asked how im so happy. if you had asked me two weeks ago, i would've told you that my mental health had reached its highest point in eighteen years. but now my peppery energy comes from a combination of an ungodly amount of caffeine and the maximum doses of an antidepressant and antipsychotic. and yet i am still not happy. the moment im left alone with my thoughts it's almost as if my body yearns for desolation. for the comfort sadness.
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sometimes rain, sometimes rainbow - poetry collection
Poetrya collection of poems, written in real time about the good, the bad, and the ugly that comes with healing. PLEASE READ THE CONTENT WARNINGS this poetry collection includes themes and descriptions of: sexual violence/assault/harassment PTSD halluci...