the book of heartbreak

day 6

It's slowly getting better, but not by much.

You hugged me again today, but not after saying that everyone hated you. All of your friends (mostly girls) were angry at me. They don't like me because I stole you from them.

I think they're more angry because you're still in love with me, and they hate me for taking that for granted.

What happens when two people love each other but can't be together because of all these obstacles? Because of everyone else, because of our parents, because of our own incompatibility?

I want to tell myself that others don't matter and that we'll work past this, but I honestly can't. I love you too much but you're so out of reach.

The other boy is now ignoring me and I don't know why. He's not really helping much to the situation by telling everyone that I'm creepy and weird because of something I didn't do.

I'm just tired.