Byler Oneshots

"No! NO! FUCK OFF!"

That's my cat in the photo :>

Prompt; Mike only acts like he liked El bc everyone else ships it, he sees his feelings for Will and doesn't know how to tell everyone

Tw: very slight internalized homophobia,

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Mike's POV
El looked at me and smiled as everyone around us awwwd.

I smiled and looked around awkwardly as my eyes settled on Will. He looked away immediately. I guess he was just as uncomfortable as I am.

I don't exactly know when this started, but it was getting old very fast.

At first I was really happy El was here and I liked her.

Some would even say I love her.

But I'm not in love with her.

I didn't even think she was a her when I first met her.

At first I did think she was the one but I didn't really think of her as a person back then.

To me she was a kind, cute superhero who saved my best friend.

My Will.

I think that's one of my biggest problems right now.

I may or may not be crushing on my friend.

I don't want to believe it.

But what's even worse is he'll never accept it.

Ever since my family and friends said me and El would be forever I've been ignoring all my friends.

They all seem pretty pissed.

But Will.

It's like sometimes he won't even look at me.

It's like he can't.

So whether this 'crush' (which I'm probably just imagining) is real or not, it's never going to happen.

So I might as well enjoy being with El, I'm not going to get anyone else any time soon.

(If you ever feel like this please just break up with them)

But I can't.

Why can't we just be like Lucas and Max?

Fight sometimes, but overall be full love and will do anything for each other.

Like me and Will.

Except we didn't fight really.

But now he can't even stand the sight of me.

Oh what have I done

I just want to be normal.

Why can't I be normal?

But do I really want to be normal?

Will's not normal.