Zenovis Izel or aka, Izeno's POV:
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Hmm...? It's dark...? Oi... What is the meaning of this? I can't seem to open my eyes!! Wait... I don't feel like...
Ah~ ^_^
I see... am I experiencing sleep paralysis again...? Did I perhaps fall asleep while browsing my phone on the bed? Ugh... my memories are so hazy, and my thoughts are not in order.
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I rarely experience this kind of thing, and yes, this feeling is very familiar. My muscles are unable to move at all. Hah... Compared to back then, this time, the difference is that it feels like my body is missing, and there are no signs of regaining back my muscle control anytime soon!
Additionally, I should be able to catch sight of a bloody girl in a swimsuit staring at me in my own room... but there's nothing but darkness. It seems like my consciousness is the only one that is still active...
But isn't this even creepier? I mean, I only see the total darkness. In contrast to seeing mysterious things and being watched by them, I would have preferred seeing a ghost.
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Twenty-five minutes have passed...
OI!! JUST WHAT THE HELL IS THE MEANING OF THIS?? THIS IS ON ANOTHER LEVEL OF SLEEP PARALYSIS, YOU KNOW!? T-THIS IS GETTING CREEPY!! WHY IS THERE NOTHING BUT DARKNESS??
It feels like I fell victim to a scary entity just like the ones from the movies... Is something going to appear in front of me and hear a high pitch-scream? What should I be expecting to happen here!?
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(Silence)
No... perhaps, what I am experiencing right now is not sleep paralysis? Am I even sleeping in the first place? I have no idea, seriously... But then, if this is not...
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Silence envelopes my surroundings. There is nothing to see, nothing to hear, nothing I can do. All nothingness.
The same thing happens when I close my eyes, pitch-black nothingness can be seen. My consciousness is the only one I can hold on to.
What else could this be? Ugh, putting effort into my thinking is being overwhelmed by my confusion.
Am I... A-Am I dead...? Did I just die...? But... how...? Ugh, just why are my memories so hazy of all times? Is this one of the processes after you die? Slowly forgetting everything...?
Come on, I need to think of anything... I only know a few people. Among them, no one bears a grudge against me. Also, I have no connections with whom whatsoever. And I am a careful person about accidents. Unless the company I am working in decided to get rid of me... but no way.
Man, forget it. Even if I died, what about it? Not like I can do anything about it now. I have to see what I can do in this situation.
Anyways... is this what will happen when someone dies? For sure, this is not sleep paralysis anymore unless it is something of an extreme level.
But... I consider one more possibility... this is probably because of my longing desires. Yep, it is unlikely, but not impossible at all.
Oh boy, just thinking of that diminutive possibility suddenly changed my mood.
Did I change back to what I was like back then in high school? I can feel my consciousness trembling out of the excitement.
You know, the feeling of your dreams finally being fulfilled unexpectedly. This is the exact moment that I am waiting for, so I hope at least that this is really it. Even if the chance is like heaven and the Earth. Today, I want to make it happen.
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I Reincarnated as a Black Hole
FantasyA certain boy dreams of becoming one like the protagonist he admires from a story, just like everybody else does. He lived his whole life in his own fantasies until he grew up realizing that the delusions of his are not ever going to happen. One d...
