Two Ethans of Sophia

Chapter 7.

Ethan tried talking to you many times by calling you or coming to your house

But it didn't work, you didn't wanna hear or see him ever again

You thought he changed but he was the same shitty guy that bullied you when you firtsly came

Today was the first day you actually felt like you could get up

As you were getting ready you looked at your table

His shirt was on your chair with his swetpants and hoodie

"I won't be able to give it back." You said to yourself tears again coming down your cheeks

How could you trust a person you knew only for like two weeks
That was so stupid of you

Even tho you felt like you could do anything you needed to start the school

There were only 2 weeks left of high school and this stupid boy ruined them for you

On you way to school you found one tear going down
You didn't even realise you were crying but yet here you are

In school all eyes were on you

Watching your every step but only one pair svared the shit out of you

It was Ethan watching you from down the hall

You tried getting to your class as soon as posaible to not talk to Ethan but it wasn' successful

You found yourself being pushed to an empty classroom by Ethan

"So." He started

"No stop. And stop calling me that!" You slightly yelled tear coming down on your cheeck

You tried to stop yourself from crying but you couldn't

"Please let me explaim. It's not how you think it is." Ethan said trying to wipe your tear away

"No. Stop. Don't touch me." You said getting away from him

"Please So." He said getting closer

"No. I don't wanna hear it." You said sitting on the floor covering your face because you couldn't stop your sobs now. You just started crying. And there was nothing you could do to stop it.

"I hurt you this much?" Hea said sitting in front of you

"You hurt me like hell! What do you think by 'hurt you this much.'?!" You started yelling looking at him. "I was at my home for the last two weeks. And didn't get up." You said trying to catch your brethe. "When I met you, you made me feel good about myself. But it all went away with the thing you did." You said finally catching some breath

"Ok. Ok So. Breathe." He said trying to calm you down

"Breathe?! You want me to breath?! Guess what i can't beacuse i dodn't take my medication. You want me to breathe after all that you did?!" You said looking at him with tears in you eyes

He looked at you suprised "medication?" He asked looking concerned

"Yeah i'm dealing with really bad mental health for two years now. And i'm not taking them because i just wanna dissapear. I wanna leave...." You said putting your head down

"Sophia. Are you normal. Don't you say that, ever again. You are worth it. Everybody needs you. I need you." He said hugging you

You just hugged him. Even tho you hated him you still needed that hug so you didn't fight it

After the bell rang you tried getting away but he just whispered "stay. It's okay."

After some time you said "i really wanted this to work. But i will need you to stay away. Give me space. I will be happier and you will be better. This was all a mistake. Please..?" You whispered

He stoped hughing you and looked at you. You saw that he let couple pf tears to but even tho he managed to whisper "okay."

After another hug you both left the classroom

"So. Is it okay if i say that?" He said smiling at you
"Yeah. Okay." You said rolling you eyes

"Ethan i wish you all the best. I know you can do it." You said hugging him

"So. I want you to foucus on yourself and start treating your helth like you need to. Okay? "

"Okay" you said smiling at him

"Promise me Sophia." He said taking you hands

"I promise." You said hugging him

After you said goodbye you went to bathroom

You looked like a mess

But you promised Ethan something so you took your pills out of you bag and drank them

The rest of the day was good and for the rest of the school for those last 2 weeks