Forbidden Love

Chapter 15

After the talk with my father and his Annoying sister i went to my chamber and locked the door behind me, i then lost balance and fell of the floor (like fell on the floor but sat on it yk) then tears started falling out of my eyes and down my cheeks, i was so sad and broken.. i cant belive anyone would do something like that..if they hurted her...if they killed her i will rip their heads off one by one. I placed my hands on my face and started crying hard, i just couldnt help myself shes my mother after all i dont care if anyone hear me. 

I didnt leave my room for the whole day, i was just sitting on the floor and suffering cuz my mother as still lost and might even be dead and no one knew anything about it but i know for a fact one of those witches did it (Hatice and her crew), I suddenly felt and heard somone banging on my door (felt cuz ur back is layed on the door lol) "Hieren!" it was Mihirmah " go away.." i whispered " Hieren u are acting crazy! let me in now!" she yelled and i took all my energy to get up and unlock the door, she then walked in and caught me before i fell again " u look terrible Hieren.." maids layed me on bed and i just started crying and told them to get out " what is wrong with u.." mihirmah asked " what do u mean what is wrong with me!?" i yelled at her " OUR MOTHER IS MISSING MIHIRMAH! DO U NOT CARE!?" i yelled at her and sat up "they will find her, they are activly searching for her " she said calmly " u dont know that.." i said before looking down  " u have to eat Hieren " Mihirmah said changing the topic " i dont want to eat" " do u wanna get sick!?" she asked angry and i looked up at her  " i dont care Mihirmah " i said softly and layed back down .

Two weeks passed since my mothers missing announcment and they stoped looking for her..they said that theres nothing they can do, on top of that Mehmed went to Manisa to his palace...my father is crushed becuse of it and becuse of my mothers missing of course and my aunts are happy...sah sultan Finally left but mahidevran and hatice are still here..Im currently getting ready to go to my dads chamber to talk with him about the marrige since he thinks now its the most apropriate time cuz my mother would want that. I wore a red velvet dress with black ruffles under the dress and with long sleeves, i just brushed my hair and didnt put any jewlery on since i didnt wanted to, i then walked out of my chamber and into the hallway where i meet Prince Mustafa so i bowed at him " prince" he looked confused but smiled at me "do u really belive i was part of ur mothers missing?" i didnt even took that as an option " i never said i belived it was you Mustafa " he nodded " i just know how much ur Mother hates mine and that you will do anything for her to be happy " i said as calm as possible and he looked angry " but i would never end an life-" i interupted him " no one said she is dead Mustafa"  I walked away from him before he could say anything but he grabbed me by my arm " wait..lets talk for a bit.." " no, my father is waiting for me..he wants to talk abut my Marrige " i said coldly to him and walked to my fathers chamber, when i got there i walked in " hello father " he just nodded his head and mentioned me to follow him so i did just that until we were at the tarace then we sat down " the marrige will be in two weeks" i wide open my eyes " but father-" " no questions  Hieren! Your mother would want that !" " why are you saying as if shes dead! shes alive i know it!" i started crying "if she was still alive she would come back " he said coldly and i got up " i tought ur love for her was stronger than this father..i was always admiring and adoring ur love for my other and other way around but i guess its all fake from ur side...ur not even searching for her anymore "  I said as calm as possible, then i bowed and walked out of the chamber.

A week has passed from my fathers and my talk, in that time my brother mehmed got very rare deises and he is not doing well, Me and Mihirmah went to Manisa to see him and spend some time with him, The nurse said he is in really bad contition..it came out of nowhere and theres no way it was from a arrow...that accident was years ago..me and Mihirmah are sitting in her chamber talking about Mehmed " im really scared" she said and i agreed " me too" i said quietly " theres no way im getting married if Mehmed is not here.." i said forgeting that Mihirmah knows nothing about the wedding " Married? to who..?" 

(im srry, this is the short one but i did this rlly quick and i was in hurry!)