𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕 - 𝙺𝚒𝚝 𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚘𝚛

The video

I'm making myself a grilled cheese sandwich in my pajama pants only waking up a few minutes ago. when I get multiple texts rapidly, all I can think is oh god what's happening now. I click on lupes contact and immediately drop my phone..

Lupe:
Jaclyn call me now

It's about your ex

Please answer!!

Nobody can reach you please answer!!

Jaclyn I'm coming over
*end*

That was sent over 2 minutes ago, I decide to click on joes texts.

Joe:
Jaclyn Don't check social media

I've been talking to some people trying to handle the situation just stay home right now,

I'll come over in a bit please take care of yourself till then I'll explain everything or lupe will.
*end*

That last one was over 5 minutes ago. I'm so confused and panicked I open safari and start to type my name when I hear a knock at my door. I place my phone on the counter and walk towards the door, looking through the peephole. I can see lupes curly hair and I start to open the door only for them to shove in walking furiously.

"¡VOY A MATARLO! ESE PEQUEÑO BASTARDO CREE QUE PUEDE INTENTAR HACER UN TRUCO COMO ESE. AY YA SE QUE HACER! Llamaré a un amigo que se dedica a la brujería y lo maldeciré, lo juro jaclyn lo haré" I've never seen them this angry since a drunk on the street catcalled them.

(English translation "I'M GOING TO KILL HIM! THAT LITTLE BASTARD THINKS HE CAN TRY A TRICK LIKE THAT. OH I KNOW WHAT TO DO! I'll call a friend who's into witchcraft and curse him, I swear Jaclyn I will)

"Lupe calm down tell me what happened!" I say grabbing a kettle and tea.

"You mean you didn't know...? Nobody told you??" They ask turning me around but instead of an angry expression it's a sympathetic one. Which worries me more, I can feel it knotting up in my insides.

"Why's nobody telling me anything! I just woke up and you guys are making me worry please just tell me."

"Hun pls sit down,"

"No just tell me!" I'm starting to get upset and tears form in my eyes, I hate stress, and mostly I hate yelling and confrontation but more with older people.

"As you wish.... David posted to his social media a video of you saying you were bisexual, it was hidden in the side of the room, and it blew up everywhere I'm so sorry." They're stroking my arm with they're hand and I can only comprehend these words.

david.
video.
bisexual.
posted.

I break out a sob "oh my god" Feeling my chest cave in. the only thing I kept to certain people, I haven't even told my extended family, just my dad. This was supposed to be my moment, and he took that away from me too. First the right to feel safe with anybody fearing the worst. and plenty others but now this.

Lupe wraps their arms around me and I just sob more. I hear another knock ag the door causing me to jump.

"I'll go get it..." Lupe says and as they do I grab my phone and walk to my bathroom locking the door behind me. I think I'll just sit here for a while..

I hear voices and footsteps of more than 2 people walking up to the bathroom, jiggling the door handle.

"Jaclyn?" I can hear joe squeak out, but I hear more quiet voices behind him, kizzy, kit, Elle. My place is a mess and I don't want them here seeing it.

I just start to sob, leaning against the wall with my hands in my hair and knees to my face. Tears soaking my pajama pants.

"Jaclyn were worried for you, please can you come out." Kizzys voice echos from under the door.

"Can't come out, didn't you hear. David exposed it to the Internet!" I say between a sob and a heartless laugh.

"That's not what I meant-" kizzys voice drifts and I feel bad. I didn't mean to be mean.

"I'm sorry" I say before a broken sob.

"kit why don't you talk to her, you're the boyfriend." Yasmin whispers and I hear kit say I need my space, and I'd come out of the bathroom when I want to , then the footsteps to the kitchen.

It turns out later I find out, it was joe walking to the kitchen who was texting our managers. Kit sat down next to the door squeezing his hand under the door (just imagine it's big enough to fit a hand). Waiting for me to hold it. Which I do, he squeezes it 3 times for some reason.

I find comfort in his hand. Oh god I really do like him, and that's when I start to take my hand back. He can't be with me, I'm a mess. I just constantly mess things up with him. And like he said we're only doing this because we were friendly and the press said we're a couple.

I can't like him, I can't love him. I'm afraid if I loved him he'd fall in love with me too. And realize how much of a mess I am.

He takes his hand away under the door and after a few minutes of more crying I open the door. Seeing everybody sitting around, kit still sitting next to the door and I laugh. A gut laugh,

Everybody looks in terror and confusion as I'm laughing and laughing over a situation that isn't even funny. Calming down finally I come to a realization that we still need to handle this, and I still need to handle my family finding out.

"Oh god I put so much effort and literal blood and tears in that relationship" a laugh only from trauma released. "how are we going to handle this, or more or less get revenge?" 

"I got the perfect plan" joe says and I smile. I help kit up and we pull up a chair to hear joes plan.

A/N

Hey guys! Haven't written in quite a while... just been not well mentally (fuck mental health) and school shit, (upperclassmen are buying me coffee because they say I'm like they're child though so that's great!!!)

I hope you guys are doing well,

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