Nayeon's POV
"Umma, Appa, it's been a while right?"
I set down the flowers between my parents' gravestones. In this same spot 8 years ago I was sobbing my eyes out. My life seemed like it had truly came to end. Yet, here I am again alive and well but my life seems to be coming to an end again.
I take a deep breath. I don't know what to say. I'm sure they've been watching me from above.
"If you guys have been watching, I'll be okay. I'm a little stuck right now, but life goes on."
This sucks. Everything sucks. I'm heartbroken and instead of talking to someone about my feelings, I'm talking to 2 rocks.
"Why did I have to fall in love with her?"
I hate being weak. But right now, I don't have the strength to be strong. My eyes water as a tear slips down my cheek. I'm also tired of crying. I'm also just tired.
"If you two were here what would you be telling me?"
Silence.
God I'm so lonely.
I give up on standing and just sit down. Instead of trying to talk I embrace the quiet. I allow the harsh March wind to sting my face cold.
I admire the details of my parent's gravestones. How my father's gravestone is more deteriorated and dirty than my mother's.
I decide to just sit for a while.
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I plop onto the king sized hotel mattress. Agh. Nothing better than a nice warm bed. Thank you Jeongyeon.
I left the graveyard once my inner emotions finally felt calm. I probably haven't achieved inner peace but I think I got a taste of it.
My stomach gurgles. The train ride from Seoul to Daegu took 4 hours. Outside the window are an indigo sky and a full moon. I'm exhausted and hungry.
While I waited for room service I took a soothing hot bath. After I changed into my PJs I watched TV while demolishing my meal. It feels good to not have to worry about anything.
The sounds of the TV became muffled as I felt my eyelids grow heavy. I decide to let the darkness overtake me and finally get some rest.
*thud thud thud*
I jerk awake to the feeling of the walls getting banged.
"Mmmh, ugh! ... Faster! ... Harder!"
You've got to be kidding me.
I take a pillow and cover my ears. I'm here to rest, heal, and focus on myself. Let the neighbors have fun.
*CRASH*
*Loud laughter*
Okay that's it. Yes I am heartbroken, touch deprived, and my hormones are in distress but I am stopping these neighbors because I simply want some sleep.
I calmly knock on the door. Just nicely ask them to quiet down. I don't want to ruin their fun night.
The door swings open.
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Fanfiction"Please, don't leave me" Im Nayeon is the girl of everyone's dreams at Hanlim High School. She is perfect inside and out, and it's presumed that every aspect of her life is the same way. In reality, her personal life that she keeps a secret is nothi...
