Not just a Make Out Session /jeremiah and conrad fisher

"Maybe it could have been different"

"What's going on" I ask him.
"nothing, what do you mean?" he ask with his face turning red.
"So there's nothing going on with you and Belly?" I ask suspiciously.
"Nope." he sighs. He's lying, I know when he's lying, his face turns red and he starts fiddling with his collar and hands.

"Your lying" i say.
"no" he says looking down.
"look me in they eyes and tell me your not lying" i say knowing he couldn't.
"I can't do that Rose, but you know that,you know me better than anyone else." he says

"Now tell me." I order.
"do you remember when i used to write in my journal?" he ask me
"yes, you haven't been writing in it lately" i say realizing.
"Well Belly read one without me knowing."
"really? That's messed up" i say

"Yeah, and at the time i had feelings for you." he says looking away embarrassed.
"You did?" i ask shocked.
"yeah, and i wrote about it" he says embarrassed
"when exactly did you write this journal?" i ask

"a few months ago" he says looking at my face for a reaction.
"last summer." i scoffed.
"yeah belly thinks i still have feelings" he mumbles
"do you?" i asked.
"maybe, I don't know." he says turning away ashamed.

I get off the bed and walk to the door. "Conrad, I liked you too last summer, I wish you would've told me, maybe it could have been different." i say with my forehead pressed against the door with my hand on the handle.

"Could it be different?" he ask from behind me.
"Maybe one day, but i'm with Jeremiah now." i say opening the door."
as i close the door i hear Conrad say "It's always Jeremiah" he thought i couldn't hear him.

I hear someone run down the hall. "Shit" i say. Did someone hear us? My heart racing because of how scared i was. oh no oh no maybe i'm just paranoid? I walk back to my room and think. Why would is he dating belly if he still had feeling for me? Why did he date Nicole?" Or Aubrey?

Paisley comes out of my bathroom and starts drying her hair. "God i love you shower!" I didn't hear her because i was zoned out. "Hellooo?" she says throwing her towel at me. "wtf!" i snap back.
"what's wrong with you?" she ask digging through her makeup bag. "Conrad" I say looking out my window. "Tell me the tea" she says smiling and applying her foundation.

"I have to tell you something first but you can't tell anyone, especially Belly and Jere" i say sitting up.
"pinky promise" she says holding out her pinky, I wrap mine around hers.

"I liked Conrad last summer, but i didn't tell anyone because Belly was obsessed with him"  I say.
"Oh yeah I know." she says reaching for something in her makeup bag.
"You know!?" I say shocked.
"Yeah you guys were always flirting." she says.
"Oh" i say as my checks begin to feel warm.
"ROSALEE!" she screamed
"WHAT, WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING AT ME"  i scream back.
"Your blushing."She grins
"shut up" i say turning my head.
"Does Rosie Posie like both of the Fisher boys?" she grins even bigger.

this chapter was late and i'm so sorry! next chapter SHOULD be out on December 4th or 5th!
ilys tysm for reading