"What do you mean he's flying to California?" I hear Max ask over the phone.
"Am I speaking an unknown language or something?" I snap. And I don't feel bad about it. I've had a frustrating day.
Listen, I love helping people. I have always been the type of person that others can rely on. And I'm fine with that.
I would much rather take someone else's burden then give them mine.
But sometimes it's so draining. Today I was supposed to design the next level for the video game, but now it's 9 p.m. and I've barely gotten anything done.
Instead, I spent my day calming Rydell down, getting her to the airport, driving home from the airport only to be bombarded with Scott not long after.
Then, I called Rydell's sister with Scott, helped him book a flight to California to see Del, and that's not even the end of it.
During this entire mess, the last thing I even wanted to happen, happened.
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3 hours earlier:
"I know, you'll rip my balls off and feed them to me if I hurt Ry." Scott opens the front door. "Seriously though, thank you." He looks much more relived then when he showed up, and I'm glad for it.
"Hell yeah I will," I joke. "And you're welcome. Now go get your girl." He smiles and I shut the door after him, letting out a breath I didn't realize I was holding.
Walking back to the living room, I groan as I notice my open laptop on the coffee table. "So much for getting work done," I mutter.
Not even sitting down to try and work in this apartment, I pack my things up and head to the library.
You know when you drive and kind of zone out. Then you go through a stop sign and start to wonder if the light was red because you weren't really paying attention? That's exactly how that drive went.
And I guess that's how my whole day went. I really had no idea what I was doing. The advice I gave out, the comfort I was trying to provide; I just did it without thinking. Hoping that it would turn out alright.
It's safe to say I was thankful to get out of my car and find a safe, secluded seat in the library.
I purposefully picked the most hidden corner in hopes that no one would bother me because if I have to deal with taking care of anymore people today, I might lose my mind.
It's the perfect little spot, with a large window giving me a pretty view of campus. I whip out my phone and snap a picture of the sight, uploading it to my Instagram story without a second thought.
And thankfully, my whole work was uninterrupted. However, was cut when my stomach started to grumble.
I swear, when I get sucked into my work, I really transcend into it.
Everything else around me disappears for a while, and it's just me and my drawings.
Which is perfect, because then I don't have to think about any of my problems.
So when my stomach started screaming at me to eat and I picked my phone up to check the time, realizing that two hours had passed, I struggled to make the decision to leave.
And I would've stayed, but I hadn't eaten since earlier that morning because of all the fun events that happened, and it was now dinner time.
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finding permanence
RomanceSam has a complicated past that's shaped her current decisions. One of those decisions being to stay relationship free throughout her college experience. She has too much on the line to prioritize something other than her goals. So, when Max comes i...