- GEORGE POV -
I'm scared for Clay.
He's been talking about this practice ever since he was invited and it's SO obvious that he's scared to go
it's a shame because I know some people from the football team, well we're acquaintances really but I know they wouldn't judge him
He'd fit right in he just needs a confidence boost.
time must fly because I'm already sat on this old bench watching him walk up to the team
he does not look confident.
I watched as he greeted the team the only people he knew being Thomas and William from them telling him about the team, most people call them Tommy and Wilbur anyway
The team consisted of Punz, Tommy, Wilbur, Fundy, Nick, Bad And Ranboo
They're all great people although me and Fundy aren't really on the best terms considering he was Lucas's best friend and he blames his death entirely on me.
I still miss Lucas.
I hate my father for doing that to him all because he wanted to save me.
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The bell rang and practice was finally over, I thought I'd be on this bench till I died.
Dream walked over to me a smile plastered onto his face
"Georgeeee"
I smiled at him as he helped me get up
"How was practice?"
It wasn't long before he was telling me all about how much he had enjoyed it and that the whole team seemed really excited to meet someone new, im happy for him the last thing he needs is for this too not work out.
"They were actually talking about partying and I got us personal invites to punz's next party" he announced to me clearly bouncing with joy
I hate parties.
"Clay I don't want to go"
He looked upset by this
I feel bad
"Why not george? It'll be fun I promise" he looked concerned by the fact I didn't intend on getting drunk and high like any other teenager
I shrugged
"Not my thing"
We continued walking side by side I had learnt afew things about the players that I hadn't known before and also that Clay was excited for all these new parties.
Maybe football isn't the best thing for him..
what if he leaves me? Just like everyone else does.
Predictable
Snap out of it George, your close mates he wouldn't leave you like that.
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Me and Clay arrive back at our dorm at around 7pm and Clay insists on the fact he is tired and in need of a rest
Typical
I scoffed playfully at his words and left him to go to sleep surprisingly early considering
"Goodnight Georgiee"
Dream calls from the hallway
"Night Dream"
I'm not sure when exactly it was that I started calling him dream in the first place but now it just feels right, maybe it's because of Sapnap calling him it but whatever
I'll do some work before I sleep
I pull out my laptop turning it on and seeing I have an essay due in on why Social media is untrustworthy which I suppose I agree with you never know what's real and fake these days
Even people can mask behind anything.
I put in my headphones turning on my newest playlist while I work
where is my mind - pixies is playing through my headphones on full volume while I write and write and write.
My music taste varies dependant on my mood mostly but overall I love music.
I blame it on my ex boyfriend Lucas, he taught me that whenever I feel numb to listen to music as a way of ignoring my thoughts and I mean it works
I guess that's one reason why I cant forget him, it's been 6 years since he passed away.
Not once have I tried dating anyone since and I couldn't see myself attempting to until I met Clay really, but we're only friends ?
right?
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After what felt like forever I had finished my essay.
Sure its not the best piece of writing I've created but oh well it'll do I'm tired anyways.
I close my laptop sliding it across my desk before standing up and walking over to my bed and getting in it.
Only one thing on my mind in the current moment
Clay wouldn't leave me for popularity.
But would he?
I guess I don't really know him until our friendships been tested it's just a matter of will he forget about me like the others or will he stay by my side?
im overthinking it again..
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I don't know if this is confusing or not tell me and I'll rewrite it if it's bad lmao 🤷♀️😹
speeding this chapter writing for reals I've got like 6 prewritten already 🤫🤫
For anyone confused :
Dream is getting along with the team and George is afraid to be left behind when dream is becoming more popular
also gogys got a crush 🫣🤭
ily all sm<33
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friends? // dnf
Fanfiction╰► George is an outcast his entire life. That is until he makes a friend and his world changes, but not always is change for the best ╰►inspired by the song 'friends-chase atlantic' cws/tws at start of each chapter<3
