a series of [un]fortunate events || a wenclair collection [explicit]

19. crying [explicit]

Enid's POV

A/N: This one has slight themes of self-loathing and slight sexual themes. 

I immediately noticed something was off when I walked into our dorm room and found Wednesday sitting on the bed, looking out of our twin window. I normally just pay it no mind because I know sometimes Wednesday likes her space, but the wolf in me is extremely territorial when it comes to her and I can tell when she's upset. 

"Wednesday? What's up? Normally, you'd be writing in your novel, it's Sunday, and you like working on your novel on Sundays.."

I slowly started keeping track of Wednesday's schedule, sorta... I know that she likes working on her novel every Sunday afternoon for about 4 to 5 hours. So I hightail it out of the room and chill with Yoko and Bianca until she texts me on the phone letting me know she's done. On Mondays, she plays on her cello for 2 hours and 15 minutes before proof-reading her novel. But today, she... didn't text me after 5 hours, and I got really worried. When I saw her on the bed instead of at her desk and Thing solemnly looking at her (as well as a severed hand could, I guess), I knew something was wrong. 

"Willa? Are you okay?"

I heard her sniffle very subtly... Was Wednesday crying?? Who fucking made her cry?!

"Willa, who do I need to kill."

Thing signed, and I tried to make out what he was saying...

'She won't talk to me. She said that she feels... worthless. Knock some sense into her, please... I'm very worried.'

I nodded before sitting next to Wednesday as I very lightly placed a hand on her back. She shivered in response.

"Willa... my love... my baby... why are you crying... what's wrong? Talk to me, babes.."

I gestured to Thing to give us a moment alone and he scurried away. 

"E-Enid... I am so, so, sorry..."

Now I was really scared...

"W-Willa, what's wrong, please tell me, please.."

Wednesday looked at me, tears filling her eyes as I Started to tear up as well before she replied with a shaky and choked up voice:

"I... I feel like I am no longer good enough for you... we do not go on dates, and I feel as if I should be doing more to show my affection... you fell for me, and you would be much better off with another.."

I shushed her.

"Willa, stop... You know I don't care about any of that... you know I understand that's how you are, and I'm more than okay with that. I would never ask or force you to do anything you're uncomfortable with."

Wednesday snapped her head to look at me, an overwhelming amount of sadness filled her face... God, I hated seeing her like this... 

"You deserve more, Enid... You deserve someone who is more willing to be physical in public with you... I close myself off and shut down... I am... afraid of pushing you away with my demeanor.. I.."

I heard enough as I shut her up with a tearful kiss and was relieved when she returned it..

"Wednesday Addams, you fucking listen to me. I don't want anyone else. I want you. I want all of you at any point in time... I don't fucking care if we never go on a date, I don't even care if we never make our relationship public. I knew what I was getting myself into, and you know what? I wouldn't ever change it for anything. You are someone I can't imagine my life without, and I don't want to imagine it with anyone else..."

"But why... why do you continue to choose me, knowing who I am? Knowing that at any moment, I could terminate this relationship and cease communication with you?"

I placed a hand on her face as she held it there.

"Because I know that... you've changed. When we first met, I struggled to crack your armor, but I kept at it because I knew I would break through, and it wasn't until that night with Tyler and Thornhill... our hug - that I knew our relationship would change forever. Am I scared that one day you'll stop? No, because you don't want to hurt me. You are far from worthless, Wednesday Addams. To me, you are worth everything. I know you despise hearing that mushy shit, but it's true. I don't want anyone but you, my demented little freak. I'm in love with you, and nothing you say or do is going to change how I feel about you..."

"Enid... my darling wolf... I am... I am possessive over you... My love for you is so strong, I Fear it will scare you away... it is no secret, as you have seen from my parents, that when an Addams loves... it is a very intense love... it is not for the weak... I push myself away because the minute I fall for you, I will do whatever is necessary to be near you at all times, even when I know I need to keep my distance... you are intoxicating in every way, and..."

She whispered in my ear, and my hairs stood up on end...

"I like when you dominate me... it turns me on... which is something I have never experienced in my entire life, but I cannot get enough of it... Enid Sinclair, I crave you day in and day out and I do not ever wish to stop... Why can't I stop loving you..."

I grabbed her face, ignoring the horniness inside me threatening to dom her... Now was not the time, Sinclair...

"Because as you said... you're an Addams, and an Addams love is intense... what do you feel right now...?"

Wednesday whimpered in my ear. Goddamnit, I'm so turned on right now from what she said... Get it together, Enid...

"I want you to kiss me and never stop... I want you to command me until I am nothing more than a pet... I want you to dominate me until I am gasping for air..."

Fuck, something inside me switched on and my dominating side came out...

"You're not telling me what you want from me, Addams. I want you to say the word. I need you to say the word..."

And that was when Wednesday straddled my lap, whispering the word in my ear, for only myself and the room to hear:

"I... I want you to fuck me..."

To Be Continued...