Bleeding

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I am trying to write my pain away,I have been pretending to live in a fairyland for too long,It's time to step back into the gray,I try but I wasn't born to be strong,I want to carve all this delirium out of me,Dig it out of me,Till I'm bleeding t...

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I am trying to write my pain away,
I have been pretending to live in a fairyland for too long,
It's time to step back into the gray,
I try but I wasn't born to be strong,
I want to carve all this delirium out of me,
Dig it out of me,
Till I'm bleeding to the ground.

I have been gliding through the vivid imaginations of my mind,
Walking on rivers feeding up my god complex,
I have lost my pensive-self, searching for it but I don't know where to find,
The guilt of being a Bethlehem's star is scattered on my dress like muddy specks,
I have never had a strong will-power, I quit too easily,
And now I want to scrape every inch of this delirium out of me,
Till I'm bleeding into the river.

Being hopeful for someone like me is a sin,
So I'm grabbing my passport and catching a flight,
Stumbling back to the bathroom, mind swirling in a spin,
The plane is crashing down and I'm trying to hold tight,
Sitting on the floor tears roll down my deformed face,
I slowly incise all the feelings out my heart,
Trying to live how I used to a few months ago,
Painfully I peel off all that delirium out of me,
Till I'm bleeding on the floor.

*listen to privilege and until I bleed out by TheWeeknd

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