I'm sorry.
JM one short
Author POV~
Preview is on Jin one short "Dancing in the snow"
There's 1 more month for 2023 to start. Jimin and have been classmates since a long time ago, even before Taehyung met him. Jimin was the sweetest guy you met, even if you haven't had a full conversation with him the little talks were enough for you to develop a huge crush on him.
Not like Jimin but Tae was a little close to you because he moved to your neighborhood the day he became friends with Jimin. But you both were not so close, just hi, bye nothing else. "Hiii" Xiao your friend who moved from China to here waved at you.
The 4 of you (JM, Tae, Xiao & you) are in the same college but in different courses. Xiao was your friend even before you met Jimin so she obviously knows about your crush. You both chit-chatted and parted ways to get to your respective classes. "Hi, Y/n." May your friend that you got in this college wave at you.
"Hi May!!" you waved back and walked along with her. "You have a like Jimin from the chemistry department?" she asked without hesitation as you were shocked. "Wha-what?" you shuttered as you saw a smirk on her lips for a second which soon turned into a pout. "You do right?" she asked again as you looked away.
"Who told you?" you asked looking back as she thought for a second before answering. "I heard Xiao telling this to... Jo," she said as she smiled. 'Jo?!? She fucking told Jo??!!' you thought. Jo is the gossip girl in this whole college. If she gets to know something juicy then the whole college will know it too within a day.
She is in the Vet department with Taehyung. 'Shit shit.' but you can't go since the class is starting at 3 minutes. "That's not true May. Don't let her spread nonsense." you sighed and walked into the class. What else can you do? Throughout the whole lecture, your mind was on Xiao.
'Why would she do that?' you continuously asked yourself. The lecture then ended, but you had another one in 5 minutes. You looked through your phone to kill time, then you noticed that you got a lot of messages. As expected Jo had posted it on the collage page.
You held your head in frustration. But you couldn't have done anything 'causes the time of the post is 8 am and it's 11 am now. The comments were just people cursing because he was the college crush and some people rooting for you. "Shit..." you mumbled and got up from your seat.
You made your way to the Botany department where Xiao will be. You found her reading a book in the garden just outside the department building. "Xiao!! What did I ever do to you???" you asked as frustration was clear in your voice. "Y/n? What happened? Don't you have class right now?" She asked standing up.
"Why did you tell Jo about me liking Jimin!!" You asked not wanting to beat around the bush. "Tell Jo what? Why would I? She's a loudspeaker." She said as you showed her the post. "May also told me it was you who told her." You said She got a good look that the post. Her eyes grew wide.
"Y/n I swear I didn't see her for a whole month or so. This is impossible, believe me." She said. "Fuck what should I do now?! Even if Jimin doesn't open the app Tae would definitely show him... aghh!!!" You facepalmed in frustration. "But... wait a minute how would Jo and May know this? That's not possible... I swear I didn't and I'm sure you didn't too..." Xiao mumbled.
"Wait! Show me your wallpaper." She asked as you unlocked your phone again and showed her it. It was a selfie of you and Jimin in the background, it was taken way back in high school and obviously taken without his consent. "You still have this... did you lend her your phone?" She asked and you thought.
"Yeah, she wanted to make a call... but I gave it only after opening the caller app. She also gave it back with the same app open." You answered. "She definitely saw it..." "shit..." "Y/n?" Suddenly a familiar voice called you out from behind. "Is it Taehyung?" You asked Xiao not turning back. "It is." She replied.
"Shit. I'm going back to class bye." You said as you walked straight ahead. "But it's that way!" "I know Xiao. Bye." "Wait! Y/n!" Taehyung again called you out which you ignored and walked straight. "Haa... that was a long turn." You sighed and sat down in the library cause the class has obviously started and the lecture today wouldn't allow anyone in the middle.
You plugged in your earphones but you stopped midway after you heard your name. "Did you see Jo's recent post?" one of them asked the other. "Yes, it was about Jimin and Y/n right?" the other replied. "You know Y/n?" she asked her "of course, I do we are in the same department," she answered... 'The voice... It must be Sana.'
"I heard that they both studied in the same school. It's only natural for her to grow a crush on him." Sana said as they sat on a chair away from you, you hid your face with your hair. "Oh, I think they'll look good together." her friend replied. "I agree. But with May by her side, I don't think so." Sana said.
"Why is that?" "Cause May is head over heels for him. Do you think she will let someone take what's hers?" you were shocked by Sana's words. 'So that's why she was close to me? Because I was Jimin's classmate? Wow... How can she?' "I'm sorry I overheard... And thanks..." you told Sana as they gasped. "Y-Y/n..." they called you out as you exited the place.
You told Xiao about what Sana said as obviously, she was angry at May and Jo. It was Christmas now, and you were at Xiao's apartment. You looked outside the window as the central speaker played the famous Christmas song out loud. You saw a couple dancing in the snow and smiled thinking you and Jimin. Right then you saw him and Tae walking past talking to themselves.
"if only I dared to go and propose to him... He would have been mine now..." "well I told you not to listen to them... But you did and now he hates you." Xiao spoke from behind. "He hates me either way. Why don't I propose to him and move on after he rejected me?" you asked. "If that will make you move on...... I'll try to arrange it," Xiao replied and walked out.
"Appointment fixed. It's 4.1.23 at 7:30 am," she announced walking in. "The 1st day of college after the holidays? Let's get it over with..."
It's today. 4.1.23 you spent your new year with your family. It's 7:15 am now and you're at the store nearby eating your breakfast nervously. "it's time let's go?" Xiao asked as she put her empty noodles box in the bin as you nodded. You entered the college and you found Jimin and Tae waiting for you guys.
Tea waved at you and walked away as Xiao followed him. "Jimin," you called him out as your heart was pounding. "Y/n." "Jimin." you both called each other at the same time as you both looked away and gulped. "You go 1st." "no. You go 1st." you both awkwardly looked at Xiao and Tae who were giggling to themselves. "I Like You" you both blurred out and smiled at each other. "I liked you for so long..." "I'm sorry for not telling earlier..."
Wr: 1325
-21.1.23
