Not a love story - Matheo Riddle & Y/n Lestrange

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Trigger warning mentions of suicidal thoughts and mentions of schizophrenia and medication and drinking

I pick her up bridal style as her head nuzzles into my chest. its past curfew and I really don't want to get caught. as I say that I bump into dumbledore

"ah Mr riddle and what are you doing at this time of night with miss Lestrange," he questions

"I'm just putting her to bed she got really high and passed out," I answer

"may I ask if there is anything different you've noticed about her or anything going on with her," he asks concerned

"like maybe she off her medication?" he finishes

"I didn't know she was on any medication?" I say truthfully

"well never mind then you best be off so nobody sees you," he says as he walks away

as I carry her close to my chest I wonder what she needs medication for. as I finally make it to her dorm I see Lola isn't in her bed, I then see the pills bottle empty, I place her softly down on her bed as I change her clothes not wanting to look at her bear body, I place the blanket on her. I sit on the end of her bed as I read the bottle

Schizophrenia

fuck, I shouldn't be going through her stuff, but how does she have Schizophrenia god probably explains why she's always off in her own world not to mention her weird behaviour. she probably gets high to ease herself and her  thoughts

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Y/ns pov

shit what time is it I roll over looking at it 915 fucking hell I'm late, I rush to throw my clothes on as I run with my books in my hand running to astronomy, my tie is not done properly my shoelaces aren't tied and I put my hair up with a u pin but I can feel it falling out. as I make my way I run through the door all eyes starring at me

they're looking at you

run

run to your seat

just leave 

the voices in my head saying

"miss Lestrange would you like to explain yourself," says Professor Sinistra

"I'm sorry I slept in," I say softly looking down

"well find your seat," she says

as I look around the room the only seat free is next to Matheo fuck

"Are you ok looks like you had fun last night," he says me not knowing what the hell he's referring to, shit all I remember was getting high as hell

"so what were you doing last night," he asks

"Yesterday I was planning to jump off a really tall building and kill myself," I say with no emotion, I snap out of it realising what I said

"I know I was there watching you," he replies 

"what, "I say

"How did you think you got those hickeys," he says giggling

"Oh fuck," I say pulling out a little mirror from my bag and looking at them. as the memories hit me, we made out, I kissed him, and he kissed me, Jesus

"We didn't do anything else did we," I ask nervously

"no your still a holy virgin," he says sarcastically mimicking me 

as the class goes on a feel his eyes starring at me

"what," I snap

A/N: listen to o children