Not a love story - Matheo Riddle & Y/n Lestrange

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i wake up with gabe snoring his ass off neraly falling of the bed

i sneak up putting a little note on his bedside table

damn im better than matheo at leaving people, i think sadly chuckling

i leave to my dorm 

i change into my school clothes as i should go to class, ive been putting it off for to long. as im walking in to my first class i sit down at potions, as i open my drawing book i start doodling

all of a sudden there is a hand that slaps my tble

"finally decide to go to class today miss lestrange, how throughtfull," snape says as i roll my eyes

"jesus what up your ass," i say mking the class chuckle aside from my old friend group who has just arived and sat down

i get up grabbing my bag walk to the exit of the classrom

"and where are you go miss lestrange," snapes voice demands as i walk off flipping him off from behind

god im so fucking sick of everyone bullshit

as im walking through the halls i get angry

i go back to my dorm 

i cry, like every single day for the past 3 months

the tears hurt, they hurt so much, my chest, i cry and cry till i cant breath. matheo haunts me his beauty and his kindness. i wonder where he is, i wonder if hes alive, i wonder if he still loves me and misses me 

i strip naked going into the shower as the hot water burns my skin

i play some music (babydoll by dominic fike, lmao made my gabe ) and i burst out the lyrcis with everything i got

i felt better but not the best

the lyrics making me better

i get out soon after, lucky this is hogwarts so the water bill is non existant for me

its getting later and dinner should be ready soon so i throw on a grey knitted set with mini shorts and a singlet with my little ugg boots i grab my headphoones asweel

everyone is still in their unifrom as classes finished not to long ago

i get stairs from the teachers, i roll my eyes seeing gabe as i smile at him, hes also nto wearing unifrom must of skipped last period

"hi," i say excited

"hey ," he says

as where in a juicy conversation , a little girl comes over to our table i smile at her. she smiles back she does a little handshake with me

"you must be gabes little sister," i say

"yeah," she says

"y/n," i say 

"laia," she says 

"i love your name," i say 

i see a little boy run to gabe as he hugs him

"whos he," i whisper to laia

"thats my twin his name is leo," she giggles

both of them sit down and i relise how similar they all look its so cute

as im eating i watch my old friends walk past, my gut turns inside out. i see tom and he trys to smile at me but i look away. they all sit down quitley and eat their dinner