Not a love story - Matheo Riddle & Y/n Lestrange

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the song makes me feel my love by adele plays in my head for days after my conversation with Lola

My chest hurts, my heart, my love for him. I didn't realise I loved him, his smell, his laugh, his hair, his kind words, his loving smile and his gorgeous brown eyes that sparkle in the sun

I miss him 

and I love him

but he loves and misses someone else

I'm just y/n just another girl 

not his special girl

tears escape my eyes as I sit in the great hall, barely touching my food

I get up slowly walking away through the hall

loneliness overrides my body, as I begin to let the tears fall

Matheo pov

I like her 

no one else

and I realised this when I felt her warmth

I realised I couldn't infect her with my venom

I watch her walk down the halls

a smile beams on her face

she looks happy

I wish she would notice me

talk to me 

acknowledge me

y/ns pov

as I get back to my dorm I grab  my skates, some trackies and a jacket zipped up and a black beanie

as I make my way down the ice I put on my skates, I begin to skate to the centre of it as I slowly go in a circle, the ice was very slippery so I was being cautious

as I feel myself floating my mind wanders, to my home, to my bedroom, to everything

and then there's him

my addiction

as everything gets peaceful i slip

the water hits my skin, the icy water fills my lungs

the light gets darker as i feel myself trying to reach for the surface

im pulled down

this is it

this is the end

I close my eyes ready for peace

but I can feel myself getting pulled up

like someone giving me a second chance

that's when I see him

Matheos pov

I ran onto the ice

i was watching her from my dorm window

until she fell

my legs ran faster than I ever could

my lungs not getting the air

I run on the slippery ice

she's gonna die

my love

my sweet angel

I dive into the icy water, and I see her beautiful eyes close

I get to her 

I grab her as I swim to the surface

I pull her out