Not a love story - Matheo Riddle & Y/n Lestrange

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after hogesmead we all make our way back up I wanted to stop at the library, Matheo was sleepy so he went back to his dorm

as I wandered through the shelves, my hands glided over the books one by one.  I grabbed my headphones putting on her by deaf dreamer. i tapped my phone in time with the beats, as I found a book to read I sit down in the corner as I feel a presence in front of me i look up to see a first year, she was smiling at me as she begins to talk

"um I was wondering can you help me get this book I can't  reach it," she says nervously as i get up 

"of course," I reply wanting her to feel comfortable, she takes my hand and makes me follow her 

I look at her intently

she has small freckles, green eyes, brown curly hair, and big round glasses. she looks so cute

"what's your name," I ask her as she still walks 

"I'm Lillian brown," she says a smile on her face

"what's yours," she asks

"I'm y/n Lestrange," i say smiling 

my words make her stop dead in her tracks as she turns around

"your Bellatrix's daughter," she says stuttering tripping over her own words

I frown 

"yes," I say as she lets go of my hand

"i don't need your help anymore," she says running off

the downside of being who I am is that some people think I'm a bad person because my mother went to Azkaban, it truly does hurt sometimes, maybe if i just didn't say my last name I could have helped her

as I feel upset I walk back to my dorm, Lola isn't there she is probably off with Theo, so I decide to look for Matheo

I opened his door to find him smoking on his balcony

"hi," I say sitting down on his lap as he smiles at me 

"how was the library," he asks 

"This little girl asked for help until we exchanged names and then she ran away from me," I pout

"People think I'm a monster," I whisper 

I put my head on his shoulder as he sighs

"my love you are not a monster it's your reputation that will forever be not in your favour, its because not of you but people you love sometimes do bad things and other people automatically assume you are  also bad," he says 

"I don't think it fair," I say sadly

"and it is not fair," he says 

...

in two days we start school again and I'm not prepared for it, I and Matheo are lying in bed while i smoke a cigarette trying to ease myself so I have a good sleep. I know i shouldn't be smoking but i couldn't really care less

"ma you shouldn't be smoking," he says rolling towards me

"mhm," I say heavily high

"at least share," he says making me giggle as he breaths in the intoxicating air

after a while me and Matheo are giggling uncontrollably together until i turn towards him as he grabs my chin placing soft kisses all over my face making me giggle more as he pulls back he caresses me check 

"your beautiful," he says his words making me blush

"you know I would never leave you ever, you're my world, my whole reason of existence, i promise,"