All The Things I've Never Said Before - Part 5

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Have you ever had that waiting kind of feeling?

Where you're just waiting to get home, 

So you can go to your room and close the door.

As you fall into bed you let everything out 

That you managed to keep in all day.

It's a feeling of both relief and fulfillment.

Where nothing is wrong but nothing's right either.

And so you find yourself tired.

Tired of everything and tired of nothing at the same time.

You want so badly to have someone

Be there and tell you that it's all going to be okay.

But no one is there.

So you remind yourself to be strong

For you, because no one's going to do it for you.

And you're even more exhausted from waiting.

And tired of always having to be the one to fix yourself,

And everyone else.

You're tired of being strong.

For once, you just want it to be simple to be easy.

To be helped and to be saved.

But somehow you know that it won't be.

And it's here where you still find hope.

Where you're still wishing.

Still staying as strong as you can fighting,

With the tears in your eyes

You're fighting