This Starless Solitude

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My soul is a sea in a starless night,
Long gone were the times I shined with immaculate light.
I am a tree with broken branches,
And my birds have flown away, leaving me with emptiness.

How long have I lived without the sun above me?
I'm all covered with gray clouds all over.
It chased me away from heaven and stole my key
That should have opened the holy gates for me.

I'm banished by my own fate towards the edge
Of uncertainty, fear, and hopelessness.
I look around for who stayed among the living and the dead
Then I remember I was meant to live alone without happiness.

Was there some mistake I did that made this reality?
I don't have it in me to accept such destiny.
I have woken up, but it's all too late now to say sorry,
And all those smiles under summer skies will remain a distant memory.

Chasing after something long dead is a waste of energy,
Crying over something that wasn't real is a waste of tears.
Writing something like this won't change a thing, sadly
So then I'll go back and waste another set of years.

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