you were in my dream • chiscara [modern]

Im so tired.

Ajax POV

He isn't picking up his phone.

23 missed calls and over 70 messages

I rubbed my eyes, frustrated.

Did Zhongli find out about my messages to my friend and tell him..?

Fuck. He probably thinks I'm weird now.

It's been a day and it's nighttime now..he left all his stuff here.

Is he at Kazuha's..? I dropped him off there last...

Is he home with Signora? Or..when is she even coming back from that trip?

This isn't right. No, I'm going over there.

His hair..his eyes..his pale, soft, smooth skin.

No, no..

I have so many other women I can have.

...

Either way, I should go find him.

I wiped the worried expression off my face as I sighed and stood off my rather hard bed, stretching my arm to the side.

I yawned as I was tired from hanging out with Zhongli.

He was constantly asking me to pay for him.

Everywhere, Everything, Everytime, Anytime.

I must have spent at least 2000 on him now.

Well...Zhongli is also a bit older than me.

Is an age gap of 3 or 4 years weird?

I thought as I continued walking down the hallways of my home.

I finally got downstairs and found the keys to my car.

I quickly ran out into the garage, choosing which car of the three to drive.

I chose the one from before, my new, shiny beautiful car. My velvet red, open-roof car. I love red...

I quickly got into the driver's seat, ignoring everything else I had to do.

Buckle up, take my driver's license, none of that.

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Scaramouche POV

I'm still so dizzy and seeing colors.

It's a lot better than before but...

I hate it.

I'm covered in sweat and I'm exhausted.

If I close my eyes..everything gets worse.

I can't...even think of Ajax the same anymore.

My high-school crush? Every one of those pretty girls..?

I can't.

...

I layed on the couch, restless.

Kazuha's cat laying on me as I pet it.

My bandages were soaked in sweat, forcing my healing cut to sting.

My vision, returning back to normal - was slightly blurred.

The cat, purring happily on my chest made me feel a bit better.

I picked the cat up, above my head as I stared at it.

Meow, meow meow.

That's all it says.

It's so stupid. It's so weird.