I'm once again falling down the rabbit hole of madness and despair, wondering when I can come back up for air.
My heads been spinning, I can't breathe. My heart is racing, why won't somebody tell me what's wrong with me?
How do I come back from this? My life has gone from heaven to ruins. I understand why I can't keep any company, nobody wants to sit next to misery.
I'm not alright no I'm not okay. Somebody please help me before I slip away. It's getting harder to see the light, I'm praying to God to make me feel less dead inside.
No I can't promise, I'll be here tomorrow. No I won't tell you what you want to hear, cause I've be struggling for what feels like a thousand years.
Yes I have slayed my fears and I have shed my tears, but still I can't find my way out of here. So I guess this is where I say goodbye, the madder the hatter and the rabbit hides.
(Don't ask me where this came from cause I honestly don't know I just started typing and it started to flow. )
